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Journal Entry for February 29, 2008 Mood

Friday, February 29, 2008

I still feel horrible. I'm not coming out of it. I am beginning to wonder if this is how I will always feel.

Received an e-mail from him wanting to discuss division of assets (who gets what car, refinancing the house so he can get his equity out, dividing up mutual fund account, etc.) I simply cannot face it now. I have not replied to his e-mail. I want it to all go away. He seems so excited about his new life. I am not excited about mine.

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you will NOT always feel this way. i promise.

DJH
I understand how you feel. My STBX called to talk about the divorce papers that he was served with. He was all cool and everything, talking as if we were discussing the weather, and I was devastated. Got off the phone and cried myself physically sick. I'm so, so very sorry that you're going through this. I truly am. We don't know each other except for here on DS but I feel for you and wish I could do something to help ease the suffering. Please know that I'm here for you. ((HUGS)) - Amy

DepressedWife
You are hurting. Of course you are not excited about your life right now. You need time to heal from this. It is terrible that you know deep down that this disorder is there and that it is possibly the reason for the break up to begin with. But hon..until he is willing to face treatment and stick with it and take meds...you have to face the aftermath of what is taking place. Maybe once the financial things and asset division takes place..you will beable to heal from all of this. I do suggest that you attend counselling for yourself or a support group that deals with the survivors and loved ones of those with mental illness. It may help..but it will be a step in the right direction for you to begin to heal.

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