AprilRain's Journal

Hey all,

I know it's been forever since I updated. I was in a bad place when I wrote that last entry, and I apologize.

I've been really busy lately. I am still student teaching, I will be done on May 30, so I have a lot of requirements to finish up before then. I also have classes on Thursdays, even though everyone not doing special education student teaching is done with classes for the semester. I got my grades back for all of my other classes and they are all A's, I just have the student teaching and the class I'm in now to get A's in to get my 4.0

Student teaching is going well. I don't want to do this type of work when I get done with school, but I do enjoy these high schoolers with CI a lot more than I thought I would.

Anxiety is still a problem . . . better some days than others.

I haven't made much progress with eating, and right now I'm having the problem I have every once in a while where my stomach hurts every time I eat anything at all, which is annoying - to say the least. I am doing better at eating good lunches, but at the price of eating good dinners. I can't keep a good thing going when I try to add another.

I haven't had problems with depression really in quite a while. I have little pockets here and there, but much more like a typical person, they usually have a reason.

Today I'm kind of sad because my friend is on her way moving to AZ this weekend. I will miss her.

I am currently in the process of breaking up with the boyfriend. I am "thinking about what I want" because he doesn't think I know what I want. Really that just means waiting a while and telling him again. He says that we can remain friends, which makes me happy.

I haven't been able to take my allergy medicine this spring, but surprisingly I haven't needed it yet. Maybe my seasonal allergies have gone away?! *keeps fingers crossed*

I have a big to-do list this weekend, and I've gotten quite a bit of it done. I am going to type up my lesson plans after I'm done writing this, and then tomorrow all of the stuff I'll have left to do will be cleaning and moving-around type stuff, mostly.