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Well, I know I said I wasn't going to test until tomorrow, but I was driving myself crazy. So, I decided to test today and of course, it confirmed my suspicions. I am not devastated, I suppose because I prepared myself for disappointment. So, now not only can I not carry a pregnancy, I can't even get pregnant. I am trying to be positive, but it is so hard after all these months of trying and nothing. When is it going to happen for me?
I planned a trip to NYC this weekend for my husband's birthday, so at least I have that to look forward to, but its so hard to be happy when this is the only thing that I want and the only thing that will truly make me happy.
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I am so sorry, I was really hoping this month was your month. I hope NYC is a good time for you both to relax and enjoy time together.
4EVERinLOVE
I'm so sorry...Hang in there.
ErinSue
I am so sorry for your BFN. Hang in there and have fun in NYC. I have always wanted to visit there.
lvnikita
I'm sorry, hun. Even if you're expecting it, it's always upsetting to see that BFN. Don't lose hope.
Have a great time in NYC - hopefully it'll help take your mind off things. Thinking of you.
mbp
I am so sorry. Don't let it ruin your weekend. Negatives suck! We all know that here. There's not much to say for a negative, but I am so sorry.
lyssie2
I'm so sorry about the BFN. I hope you have a great time celebrating your hubby's bday in NYC. To better luck next month!
Phoenix1998