secret17's Journal

Ever get the feeling that you're alone on the planet? That nobody sees you calling--desperately and literally--out for help? Well, that's me in a nutshell now. I feel like I drive everyone away. I heard back from my friend who had brain suguery. She has dermal fiberosis. We have no idea what it means. my boyfriend has been really stressed out. Work hasn't treated him too well, but he is considering going back to school next year. I hope he does, but I hope he doesnt. I hope he does because it's the best thing for him, but I hope he doesnt because it's not going to work out him having a full time job and being a student full time. He'll be just...I don't know what he'd be. He'd be more stressed out than he is now. The drama department keeps piling more and more work on me. They don't realize that I'm not going to be there for much longer. On the bright side, we're going out to see a play Thrusday night again. We may even eat sushi after. I've made straight A's all school year, which is saying something since I've taken advanced classes. I did good in my lead role in the play I've been in. I did a good job producing the play I did. I'm about to graduate.

And I just feel isolated...