Dear God, it's me again. I'm …
Dear God, it's me again. I'm feeling like I don't want to be alive anymore. In fact, I feel like I'm …

...I really just feel like jumping off a building now. I'm so sick of feeling below everyone. I'm sick of not being taken seriously. I'm sick of keeping every single little thing inside, just to make everyone else happy. I'm sick of everything. I want to feel important. I want to feel smart. I want to feel like there is a point to me being on this planet. I want to feel like I'm making a difference. I want to feel like I matter.
But I dont. What's more to say? I don't. I don't feel that way. What am I supposed to do? Change it? Like I haven't been trying to change it for a while now. I don't know. Maybe I'm not supposed to be happy. I don't know anymore...and frankly, I'm starting not to care. Why dwell on something that you cant change? I've tired over and over again, and it keeps coming back. I don't know...
Dear God, it's me again. I'm feeling like I don't want to be alive anymore. In fact, I feel like I'm …
I feel so impossibly alone. That's all there is really. I see no reason to say anymore...no one can hear me. I hate …
I feel so sick and sad right now. I don't want to die,I want things to get better. I feel like dumping my guy …
When you talk to me, you don't have to keep anything inside that you don't want to. What makes me happy is seeing my friends happy, and if that means you have to vent, I'd be willing to listen.
Dragonkid
Thanks... :-)
secret17