Journal Entry for January 17, 2008
I just joined Daily Strength a few days ago, and i was
welcomed by another person here named PaulBear, very
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I just got 2 puppies last year that is my passion, they give me alot of love, kisses and laughter when coming home at the end of a long day! They are Datshunds (Weenier Dogs)Cute, Cute, Cute, you can't help but love them. I have no children so these are my babies! I even bought them stockings for Christmas I know some people are probably laughing, i am a true dog lover. I would like in the future to help lost and abused dogs, just realized how many dogs are lost and abused, and how sad it is and how many need help and alot of love! Maybe also help the Elderly, there are so many Beautiful Elderly people that are left with noone as they get old and are very alone, and this is very sad. I even help them while i am at the grocery store, if they are in a wheelchair or can't reach something i help them and they truly thank me, and Smile, hopefully for that short moment i brightened their day!I would also like to one day have my own business, not sure what kind yet , or create a product and make millions so i can enjoy the "Beautiful Life" there is out there that we miss every day that we go to work all day. I do work 40 hours a week and have been for years. I once did several businesses one was my own floral business, i even did the flowers in a Wedding once.I also love to get a "Long Hug" from someone you love, it can relieve stress but also make you feel truly cared about and make you smile throughout the day, and one before you go to bed, so you will have sweet sweet dreams! If every day could be a "Long Hug Day" What a Beautiful World this would be for everyone, like the song "If everyday was like Christmas". I also one day may write a book. The older you get you realize how precious and short life is and that you want it to be filled with Happy Smilely Days! I have had many happy and unhappy years being with a man that gave me infedelity not only once but twice, it makes you feel like you got punched in your heart and it feels so bruised, you don't wish this on anyone! You loose yourself for a while, you wander what is wrong with me, didn't i do enough, but you realize it is not your fault it is your husbands, because you did the best you could , no matter what, noone should cheat, they should get out of the marriage, if this is what they are about.They should never inflict this kind of pain on someone they love, to please themself by seeking out another for an affair! I am here on Daily Strength to see how someone else in my shoes dealt with the lack of trust and pain. Please write me if you have been there! Thank You!!!
I love to cook and watch The Food Network and try creating new recipes! I love to be outdoors, anywhere by the water, just relaxing and hearing the waves crashing along the shore. I love to pick up seashells. I have collected them from the Bahamas, Jamaica and Florida. I am very crafty and like to decorate so i may make something out of them. Being by the water will take years off of your life and reduce stress! Even buy a waterfall for your backyard. Love to travel by car more than the airplane so you can stop and see the sites and sample the foods. I have lived in Italy for 4 years while my Dad was in the Airforce, i did learn to speak Italian, i had Italian neighbors, i used to translate when we went out. Now i don't know how to speak it anymore, i was in the 1st-5th grade then. I remember hello and I Love You, at least it's something. I am very lucky to experience living there and seeing such a different culture as i did, and i ate true Italain food.I have been blessed with a Wonderful life , it hasn't all been bad, i have had some good luck also? You will have to write to find out! Hope you always have a Smile when you wake up!
smilelyface1234 gave lookingformore a Prayer 7:14pm
HUGS HUGS you make the right desision, i will be here and listen, but i pray you dont do what she askes…
smilelyface1234 gave somefool Flowers 6:52pm
I will pray for your health, let me know how you are doing, hugs to you!!!…
smilelyface1234 gave joybean72 Flowers 12:46pm
Some Flowers to brighten your week, how are things at your end these days, are things better for you??…
smilelyface1234 gave Beckeroo Flowers 12:44pm
Hope your feeling better these days, how are you doing, here are some flowers to brighten your week!!!…
smilelyface1234 gave somefool a Hug 12:43pm
Hello how are you doing these days??? Hope you had a great 4th!!!…
I just joined Daily Strength a few days ago, and i was
welcomed by another person here named PaulBear, very
nice and helpful with my …
I pray your dog is OK
thanks.... you are my angel..
Thank you. You are such a good friend. Ready for Bora, Bora, and some handsome young hunks soon???? Love ya.
hug back at ya!! your sweet...
Hi, I am doing better than I was, but still dealing with some things. I appreciate your faithfulness in checking with me! Let me know how you are doing, too, okay? Love ya! Becky
After being married 20 years my husband cheated twice and the last time with a 19 year old that beat me up, she was a fatal attraction, and found out later he still saw her months later. His excuse this time for cheating was i drove him to do it because i didn't have alot of trust for him over the years since he cheated 10 years earlier. He vows never again, but my trust is gone and i feel like i didn't deserve this for all the Love, Trust,spontenaity,friendship,i gave.
I was exposed to TOXIC MOLD after moving into a brand new apartment complex where they built it with wet boards.It caused my Sinuses to get so bad and inflamed that i almost lost all sense of smell. No doctors could help because they wern't educated in Toxic Mold,For over 8 mths. i slept sitting up on the couch because of excessive drainage. I am somewhat better but when allergy season hits,still some problems.Does any one have any cures???
I would like to learn more on how men think verses how women think.There is always room to learn more on improving any relationship, especially mine after having a husband that has cheated.
Dog is sick looking for answers that vet cant answer. My dog got a regular vaccine the short name for it is Lepto, and a few weeks later, he started having a snorting sound coming through his nose when he gets excited,he does this about 5 times a day, he is only 1 year old and was very healthy, now a month, still sick, he has been on antibiotics, steriod pills, no change, very stressed from this!