Journal Entry for June 8, 2008
June 8, 2008 5:12pm
Today is a nice Sunday and I would enjoy it more if my head didn't hurt so bad, my mom called me this morning she wanted to stop by but I said no …
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About Me
I am a 31 year old Mother of One and suffering from, a loss by Suicide, Depression & Painful Migraine's.
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Music, Art
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Johnny
May 3, 2008 5:04am
Johnny
I miss you so much it kills
I can't believe your gone, this isn't right
I'm still in shock
my heart begins to thump
my ears go …
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Journal Entry for April 29, 2008
April 29, 2008 10:29pm
Blah Blah Blah I saw my doctor today and another 2 months before I can work or whatever I can not afford to not work and yet I can't even get a …
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Awaiting Results
April 29, 2008 4:10am
It's very late but I'm having trouble sleeping, tomorrow I'm going to the Doctor to find out the results of my MRI, I'm a little …
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Hey there how are you? Havnt heard from you in a while.... XOXOXOXOXOX
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Hi, Im doing good just keeping myself busy with work and life. I havnt been on in a while. I hope all is well in your side of the world :) XOXOXOXO
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need a hug just ask :)
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Close Families & Friends Affected By Suicide
My Cousin Johnny Hung Himself, he had been in and out of Hospitals for years. Johnny was so sad his mental health was untreated and he killed himself and breaking the hearts and changing the lives of family members and friends forever.
Treatments
Close Depression
I have been depressed for as long as I can remember now but it really hit when I lost my cousin to suicide
Treatments
- Meditation Somewhat Helpful
- Paxil Not Working
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
Open Migraine Headaches
I have been suffering from Migraine's for a couple of years now and it's really hard I lost my job over the pain I have daily.
Treatments
Open Stress Management
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
- I love music and it does help alot
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- It seems to be working
Open Codependency
I am very Codependent on my Love
Open Bereavement
I lost my cousin Johnny to Suicide at the age of 29 his mental health was untreated and he hung himself forever changing family & friends who loved him.
Treatments
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- I cry and cry sometimes for hours and after I feel better sometimes I cry and I feel worse
- Getting Angry Considering
- I get so mad at Johnny I even told him off in my dream but in the end I cry
- Helping Others Somewhat Helpful
- I feel better when I can help others, makes me feel like I have a purpose
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- I get lost in my music it can change my whole day with just one song, I love it I live it
- Pets Somewhat Helpful
- I have 5 cats at my house Bella, Captain, Rodger, GoldRush & Violet I love them so much they make my life better.
- Reading Considering
- I think it would help I just can't calm my mind long enough to read.
- Remembering Working / Worked
- I remember if I want to or not oh and yes I love to remember the good time and I cry when I realize the latest bad times
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- It depends on who I'm talking to but It can be helpful
- Support Groups Somewhat Helpful
- Daily Strength make's a difference in my day:)
- Talking Working / Worked
- It can go either way.
Open Chronic Pain
I suffer from Migraine pain daily It's the first thing I feel in the Morning and the last thing I can feel at night Living with constant pain is no way to live
Treatments
- Cymbalta Not Working
- Marijuana Working / Worked
- It can work and at time it can work against me
- Meditation Too Soon to Tell
- Morphine Working / Worked
- it only numbed the pain but did not take it away completely this was at the hospital
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