lauren032's Journal

I am ready for this to be over and start being pregant.  I am tried of the shots and all the medication.  I am getting these awful leg cramps in the middle of the night.  I am not having a good night sleep.  I am walking around like a zombie.  I had to leave work early yesturday becuase I was falling asleep at my desk.  I am soooooo very uncomfortable.  The shots in the morning, the pharmacey of pills in the morning and evening.  Then the vaginal tablets that I have to insert.  I am just not a happy camper.  I keep telling myself that this a for an awesome cause, but man o man....not feeling good at all.  Everything is kicking me ass.  Yes I am swearing becuase that is hoe uncomfortable I am.  My ass hurts, my arms hurt, my stomache hurts.  I swear if anyone looked at me and they didn't know me, they think that I was abused or something.  AHGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!