Journal Entry for June 17, 2008
June 17, 2008 5:35pm
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musicmad123
is feeling Bad
is not in a good mood, Sophie's taken over
Recently: 2 discussion replies, 1 hug given more …
About Me
Hellooo all i'm a bit crazzy (understatement of the century) I self harm -2 n 1/2years Depression Suicidal tendencies Social Anxiety (recovered selective mute) Insomnia anger/stress management issues on and off "un-helathy eating habits/EDNOS, I have zero self esteem. Diagnosed with Emotionally Unstable Personality Traits, Mild/Moderate depression...blog.... .www.blogger.com/musicmad123
Interests
If I haven't ever spoken to you I won't add you... im a dancer, I play piano and sing, I love being on stage ... ermm yep that's me
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Recent Activity
Today
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musicmad123 replied to Sara017’s discussion post 50 ways to fail an exam in the Depression - Teen support group 7:31pm
ahaha I love these things…
Tuesday
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musicmad123 replied to roseypeach’s discussion post CBT Online couse for free! in the Personality Disorders support group 12:28pm
oh that sounds good I'll check it out thank, I'm currently on a 6 month waiting list for this *siigh*…
Saturday
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musicmad123 gave babieeeyore93 a Prayer 7:09pm
please let me know you're ok…
July 18
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musicmad123 replied to ashhsa’s discussion post Excuses? in the Self-Injury support group 5:15pm
there isn't really a fool proof excuse if you've got cuts on your wrists people are going to start thinking…
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musicmad123 replied to Sarah199102’s discussion post not really relevent in the Self-Injury support group 5:14pm
ahh I had to take care of one of those plastic babies for my psme class over the weekend it had to sit…
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High Five
Hug
u ok honey? need a chat, u knw i'll listen. thnx for my journal comment. hugs mj x xx x
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Hug
Thnx 4 the hug. Just everything. x x x
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Hug
Thanks for your kind words recently, sorry I have been busy should have thanked you before, hope you are well
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I’m With You
I understand so much of what you mentioned hunni. get me on sweetheart-mellie@hotmail.co.uk I'm 18, female and i'm from Cardiff in Wales. My name's MJ.
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Support Groups
Close Self-Injury
I cut, mainly, two and a half years now, I'm so ashamed of myself, I'm way too far in, I sometimes hit walls, punch myself..
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- currently in counseling, it helps to tell someone how you're feeling, I'm glad I was brave and went for it
- Red Marker Somewhat Helpful
- mehh bit helpful i guess
- Squeezing Ice Not Working
- not the same..
Close Depression - Teen
severely depressed... sucks a lot, just got put on meds that aren't supposed ot be given to under 18s :-| going to have to wait 6 months for CBT
Treatments
- Celexa Too Soon to Tell
- currently it's just making me ill..we'll see, I'm not expecting it to work really
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Considering
- on a waiting list
- Music Working / Worked
- playing piano, singing makes me happy
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- God knows
Open Eating Disorders
I think i have EDNOS sometimes I eat way too much, sometimes I starve myself and go three days without anything, sometimes I over exercise...i hate myself
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- she thinks I can get over it like I did before, I'm not so sure...
Open Panic Attacks
I have panic attacks sometime, luckily not too regularly at the moment,
Treatments
- Inderal Considering
- 10mg Not sure yet..makes me tired sometimes
Open Anxiety
I had an an extreme anxiety disorder as a kid called Selective-Mutism, now i have social anxieties, panic attacks etc.. I hate being in crowded places with lots of people, sometimes I get so scared in my own house I can't open a door or leave a room or even turn my head because I think there wll be someone there I hate them all looking at me, I hate being around then all, trapped when they're all staring
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Somewhat Helpful
- they help sometimes
- Inderal Too Soon to Tell
- Hmmm does seem to work a little, but it might just be the placebo affect I'm not sure.. only 10mg
Open Teen Anxiety
I had an an extreme anxiety disorder as a kid called Selective-Mutism, now i have social anxieties, panic attacks etc.. I hate being in crowded places with lots of people, sometimes I get so scared in my own house I can't open a door or leave a room or even turn my head because I think there wll be someone there I hate them all looking at me, I hate being around then all, trapped when they're all staring
Open Personality Disorders
Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)just got diagnosed with emotionally unstable personality traits which apparently is the same as borderline ? kiinda scared about it tbh
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