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    About Me

    I am a 28 year old mother of two beautiful children. They are the reason I struggle. I want to be the mother that they deserve. I used to be an easy going kinda gal. Nothing bothered me. I am trying to find her again. I am a true believer that things happen for a reason. I think my anxiety was a wake up call to me, about some changes I need to make in my life. I know in the long run I will end up a happier, and much stronger person through all of this!

    Interests

    Watching my daughter play softball. Spending time with my friends. I absolutly love the beach, hopefully I will be well by this summer so I can enjoy it.Hey I see a goal oppurtunity here :) I am an awesome horseshoe player, getting ready to kick some butt. I love all my DS friends they are so awesome. Thank you Greg aka Kaliber I am so glad I found you. I miss you so much!! And Sarah, your such a nut. I love your sense of humor! You can always bring a smile to my face. Your the greatest!

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    • Where is my stimulus check!!!

      Mood July 23, 2008 4:56pm

      I have been in my new apartment for 2 months now.  My stbx has a girl living in the house already.  He moved her in not even a month after …
    • ANXIETY BACK BIG TIME TODAY!!!

      Mood May 2, 2008 1:30pm

      Feel an anxiety attack coming on today.  I am exahusted, haven't been sleeping well.  My chest feels so tight and I had those thoughts …
    • Buying stuff

      Mood April 28, 2008 2:52pm

      Well I started looking around and shopping for my apartment today.  I bought some silverwars, and potholders, and looked at shower curtains, and …
    • My apartment

      Mood April 25, 2008 11:20am

      Well May 5th is the date my apartment should be ready.  I am getting a little nervous, but all and all I feel so much better.  I feel like …
    • Journal Entry for April 24, 2008

      Mood April 24, 2008 11:27am

      Well in just a few I am gonna continue my apartment search.  I hope I can find one ASAP.  I wish it was the other way around and he was …

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      From deliciousfeces Yesterday

      got a tattoo yesterday and this morning other than the headache i am not too bad

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      From deliciousfeces Tuesday

      keep your head up

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      From steph0324 Tuesday

      awww the tropical storms - can't say that i miss those too much!

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      From steph0324 Tuesday

      not doin too badly - how 'bout you? :-)

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      From deliciousfeces Tuesday

      yea, i get that. your child should be priority one anyhow ;) of course yourself too. i am no good to my children if i am not healthy..........i get taken of advantage too :( a lot of times i am just to nice and other times i am just to mean. i need a happy medium with a lot of things, lol...all or nothing

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    • Close Anxiety

      I have been dealing with anxiety for a while now, but I was able to manage it up until a couple of months ago. It started turning into panic attacks, and ended up with me feeling like I was having a nervous breakdown. I am currently taking medication. I haven't been able to work since after Christmas and am afraid of losing my job. I rarely leave the house, although I have been trying to tackle this by doing it more.

      Treatments

      Ativan Working / Worked
      It has really helped calm down my anxiety. I had been going to the hospital alot with panic attacks, but since I have been taking this medicine I haven't felt the need to go
      Paxil Too Soon to Tell
      I have only been taking it for a week now, and I am taking a very low dose. It has been the first medicine that I have been able to take longer than 3 days though. I haven't really had any side effects yet.
    • Close Panic Attacks

      Treatments

      Ativan Working / Worked
      I take half a pill when needed, and if that doesn't work I take the other half for a total of .5 mg
      Klonopin Not Working
      I had to stop, because it caused bad side effects, and made my anxiety worse
      Meditation Considering
      Paxil Working / Worked
      I am currently taking 20mgs
      Positive Thinking Working / Worked
      Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
      I actually start today
      Seroquel Working / Worked
      I don't take this anymore, but it did help me sleep. Made me a little groggy the next day though
      Zoloft Not Working
      Didn't work for me, made me really nausous and zombie like
    • Open Parents of Children with ADHD

      AngPang hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
    • Open Families & Friends Affected By Suicide

      My grandfather commited suicide when I was just a baby. Even though I never knew him, it still had a huge effect on my life!

    • Open Breakups & Divorce

      My husband and I came within 30 days of a divorce. We worked through our issues, and are backtogether now. My parents got divorced when I was in my early 20's. My mother stayed until all the kids were grown. I don't think it made it any easier for us!

      Treatments

      Forgiveness Working / Worked
      I am trying hard to forgive my parents for what they have put me through. Especially my mother.
      Love Working / Worked
      Psychotherapy Working / Worked
      Talking Working / Worked
      I vent all the time to my friends. When I get upset I am a chatterbox!
      Time Working / Worked
    • Open Infidelity

      I was 18 when I got married, only 16 when I started dating my husband.I think that I felt alot of resentment towards him,because he was 7 years older than me.I wanted to feel like a child,enjoy life.I felt like I missed out on a lot. During that time I fell in love with another man which I wish had never happened. I couldn't live a lie in my marriage so I left for awhile to be with this guy.It made me realize how much my husband truley meant to me.I am glad that he forgave me and took me back.

      Treatments

      Forgiveness Working / Worked
      Leave Working / Worked
    • Open Family & Friends of Bipolar

      My sister is bipolar. I have gone through a lot with her. We have been through her attempting suicide, being unable to care for her children. It has really been a struggle. She seems to have been in a good state for a little over a year now. She currently isn't on any medication, so I am scared that it will be anyday when she has an episode.

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