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I'm a 25 year old woman that is trying to live a happier life. Right now I'm working on getting out of the depressive cycle I'm in. I'm honestly trying each and everyday to come out of it though. It's been pretty tough but I'm doing it! I work in the hospitality industry and hope to one day have an inn of my own. I love my family and friends. I may only have a small group of both but it's the quality of the relationships, not the quantity. I am a bit obsessed with the Red Sox (have been since age 10) and enjoy live music and good times.
On December 26, 2007 I lost my older brother unexpectedly. He passed without knowing how much I loved him or wished to know him. I regret that I let time pass without forging a true relationship.
I've been dealing with depression for over 10 years. I've learned how to deal with it myself as I have an issue with medication and I don't have anyone around me that would understand or even try to understand. My depression comes in cycles that last days, weeks or months.
My older brother was an addict of both pain meds and heroin. On December 26, 2007 he succumbed to his addiction and passed away of a heroin overdose. My younger cousin is an addict. She went through rehab and has been clean for 3 years. I'm incredibly proud of her but still worry each day about her. My older cousin has just recently been diagnosed as an addict of prescription meds. I'm worried she's not taking getting clean seriously.
Anxiety has been a part of my life for as long as I can remember. I attribute it to my shyness and depression. I do not treat my anxiety with meds.
I have been shy and quiet my entire life. The rest of my family is pretty out going, social and talkative but I'm not. I suffer from social anxiety. My shyness holds me back and I would like to tackle the problem.