just updating
just updating i am so tired due to lack of sleep so i will talk later :(
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I can't sleep. AGAIN. I'm just sitting up worried about every little thing. From my stupid job and their internal polictics (butt-kissing), to the friends that I've neglected as I've sunk deeper into depression, to taxes that I'm NOT filing jointly, to my loveless marriage, to my dead-end career, to my lack of fertility, to my wanting to go back to school, to my wanting to at least have the front yard looking decent, to my lack of money, to my lack of a reliable car, to my lack of weight loss, to my lack of follow-through with the Unos Fundraiser, to my lack of desire to wanting to do the 10k this Sunday, etc, etc, etc. I hate my life and I just want to be able to go away from it all. Why isn't it possible to just do that? I don't feel as if I'm asking for too much. But I guess I must be. There's no one that I can really share these things with...because no one would understand. I just want out so badly that it's hard to focus on anything else. I don't know anymore....
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