bluehippo's Journal

Okay, so I celebrated another birthday yesterday.  Well, celebrated isn't really the word for it.  It was more like mourned another birthday.  It represented another year childless (along with a long list of other disappointments).  I did make the decision to go back on the Celexa.  As the night before last was horrendous and I've been gaining more weight and having more and more dark days.  It's not that the more natural, 5-HTP, way wasn't working.  It's just that I couldn't remember to take it.  I'd have to take no less than 150 mg daily.  And that is in the form of 3 pills throughout the day.  But as one of my illness issues is not being able to focus...remembering to do this proved too difficult.  Anything less than that amount daily was not beneficial for me.  So, I'm back on the 'stuff.'  LOL!  I guess it's for the best.  I just didn't want to have to be on prescription pills and get pregnant.  Not that I'm pregnant or anything...guess it was just wishful thinking.