dammit this sucks so bad! …
dammit this sucks so bad!

i had a great time with Johnna tonight we went to a restaurant and played trivia before that it was fun...
but now that i'm home...all alone
i feel so very lonely
my stomach turns when i think about Brett. What he's doing. Where he is..If he's okay....i feel so sick just thinking about it.
Dammit brett. This sucks for me i can't even imagine how much it sucks for you...
I miss you so much it hurts...
dammit this sucks so bad!
Been kinda feeling down lately...I dunno just thinking about Lucas more and more...and Brett is going to be deploying …
Brett baby, I miss you.
Hey JR,
Try to think positive thoughts about how good you're going to feel when he gets back home. Thoughts have energy. Also deep breathing is good.
Lorna
darcie
Yep I know that feeling when Russ was in Nam....It is the worse...He was there for 2 and half tours back to back. I thought? if he loves me why is he there? But now I understand he felt a responsibility for his men, he was in the float face and their forward air observer, the first one off the chopper and the last one on. I have gotten letters from men he loaded wounded thanking him. He lives with the ones that didn't make it.
Brett will come home I just know he will...you are a good kid and it hurts, but you can do it. I have faith in you. I know I cannot take your hurt away only he can. But anytime you want to talk I am here.
bigouie
Your love will keep him Going Joey!!! He loves you just as much as you love him- and true love really does conquer all!!
collegemomof2