Joeyrose1107's Journal

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today i went to the hospice and filled out a whole bunch of paperwork to volunteer there. They all seem really excited to have a volunteer. i'm excited about volunteering too!

Brett called me while i was in the room with the coordinator. I felt so rude but i told her i had to take the call. Brett NEVER gets to call so i was like "BRETTT!!!"

Poor baby sounds so very lonely i miss him so much. He couldn't stop telling me how much he loved me and how beautiful i was and how nothing he could say could express his love...Poor thing he must feel so lonely. He thanked me over and over again for all the letters and packages i sent. He sounded so thankful...But then he started getting paranoid...he said that he was scared of the guys over here taking me away...and I was like guys? what guys? lol It's not really a huge fear of his it's just in the back of his mind which is quite common when someone is deployed. One of his friend's girlfriend went out to a bar with some guys she didn't even know....he was just worried i would do that...i was like...that's kinda dangerous...i'm not like that i don't trust people easily you know me...

he told me that he volunteered to fly...i was so mad...like wHAT? you volunteered? Please tell me it's a cargo plane...NOPE helo DAMMIT

i hate helicopters they are so unsafe out there...

then he tries to make me feel better by saying "well there is less of a chance of us getting shot at because we work night shift...."

i'm so worried for my baby boy. I pray to god to keep him safe... 

He sounded soooo lonely poor thing then had to get off the phone 

then after that i went to pilates

me and johnna are gonna get some coffee tomorrow at yoga

i was in a ditzy mood so when this airman walked by me i told him he dropped his shoelace and he looked lol i'm such a dork

then i talked to my mom and ordered pizza! i'm excited for the pizza YAYYYY!!! and cinna stix MMMMMMMM....YAY!

ciao for now