Joeyrose1107's Journal

Day 2 of having my heart shipped overseas
Current mood: gloomy
Category: Blogging

wow it's been a day since he's been gone... Yesterday after a little crying i finally got my homework done. Then i take my quiz and i got 100%! I was so excited! That really brightened my night up a little. Then i called my mom and dad to tell them the good news. My mom was making me laugh so hard telling me funny stories. And then my dad made me smile just talking to me about his job and what not.
I was really happy i talked to them. Then i took some sleep medicine and started to get sleepy and said goodnight to them.
i crashed out and Mr. Zieke was very sleepy too.
Dang we slept ALLLLL night. He only woke me up at 6am to go pee then we went right back to sleep and we woke up again at 8:30
he ate, i ate, i watched some friends, i played with him for a while outside then trained him for a little while He LOVES going outside!
Then i decided to go swimming i laid out in the sun a little while then got in the pool. There were people around i'm not a good swimmer i look like a fish out of water but the other way around haha...but i did like leg lift exercises in the pool and mAn! did i get tired!
i walked back to our place, fed zieke...and this is where i got kind of upset...
i wanted to eat lunch so i look in the refrigerator. i saw the leftovers from the night before brett got deployed...
that night was so sad...All i did was cry....Brett wanted to have a good time he took me to this beautiful italian greek restaurant and i ended up crying so i had to wait in the truck until brett was done paying the check. How awful i couldn't hold it together i don't know why...
so i couldn't find it in myself to eat the leftovers i just threw them away...it made me sick to my stomach thinking about it...
I ate some fried rice instead...
then i took a shower and decided to take a nap
Apparently zieke was tired too because he napped too lol
It's 3:50 pm and i have a pilates class at 5pm
This whole taking it one day at a time seems to be working...
i just keep feeling like he's gonna walk through the door and be like "oh hey i'm back!"
that would be awesome...