EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK I NEED PRAYERS …
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK I NEED PRAYERS AND FAST. i' got an offer to go to a STUDIO and record back up for a local …
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I just did a really good job describing my Borderline Personality symptoms and I wanted to save them here so I cut and pasted what I wrote in regards to a post in personality disorders section...
Definitely stormy relationships. My pdoc says I unknowingly enjoy plunging headfirst into chaos repeatedly throughout my life. I think that's an accurate description. Self-harm and suicidal thoughts, depression, roller coaster moods. Black and white thinking is huge with me. Impulsiveness - especially with major life decisions, sex, and spending. I also get really paranoid when I sense abandonment.
I don't think I have ever stated what is wrong with me so clearly. Just wanted to keep it in my journals. This is on top of my Bipolar of course, which is a whole other story.
Had a decent day today. Did my daily walks and practiced singing like I always do. For my birthday last month my parents got me time in a recording studio to record up to 20 songs. I could only find 14 that I can do semi-well. People say I sing well I think I am ok. It's weird hearing yourself over and over again in a studio. I record a new song every Saturday.
Hope everyone has a good weekend =)
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Good for you for being able to describe clearly and concisely! I think that will be an important part of the metaphorical foundation.
And what a cool birthday present! Can I ask what songs?
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oh some Celine Dion and some Melissa Etheridge and a few Jewel and of course Evanescence and a few others - it's a lot more work than I thought it would be to record - you have to sing over and over again and then tweak the tracks to find the best parts of each one and combine them - it's interesting - thx for asking :)
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Amy Lee has such an amazing voice, I think. Not a big Celine fan song-wise, but her voice is incredible. Melissa Etheridge seems kinda on the other end of the spectrum, voice-wise I mean. Low and kinda gravel-y. You must have a great range!
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