Journal Entry for June 20, 2007
June 20, 2007 1:54pm
Ugh. Last night she wanted to meet up; so we went for dinner. She wants to upgrade the breakup to just a "break." I …
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About Me
Working hard on keeping myself happy with the things and people that make me happy. Recording, music, movies, my girlfriend, and my friends are what make me smile. I'm ridiculously in love with my girlfriend and work hard every minute of the day to make sure that I don't smother her and deprive myself of the happiness I deserve too.
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Turning bad situations into good ones.
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Journal Entry for June 18, 2007
June 18, 2007 1:00pm
Forget I said anything. She dumped me AGAIN.
I'm bummed; annoyed; and feel very, VERY stupid.
Still somehow I managed to …
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Journal Entry for June 15, 2007
June 15, 2007 2:26pm
So... Yeah. Sarah asked me to take her back about a month ago, and I did. It's felt very much like a new realtionship. …
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Journal Entry for May 2, 2007
May 2, 2007 1:16am
I guess it's only on bad days when I come on here anymore. I have to put effort into putting my mind off of Sarah when I'm reminded on her. When …
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Journal Entry for April 27, 2007
April 27, 2007 4:27am
I've been filling my life with things that make me happy. I'm finally friends with my friends again, if that makes sense. I hopefully have started …
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you're welcome friend!
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heres a hug and a prayer to let ya know ure not alone friend stay strong and God bless...
I’m With You
i know it sounds cliched, but hang in there. breaking up is never easy, but in time it gets easier. i hope it works out for the two of you, but if not, perhaps it was a stress that you dont need. good luck
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Ordinary riches can be stolen: real riches cannot. In your soul are infinitely precious things that cannot be taken from you. *Oscar Wilde*
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I am here for you and I care.
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Close Depression Supporters
I did everything I could to support my girlfriend with bipolar/depression and it didn't work. There was nothing I could do to help her and she left me... Twice. It's important to support the people you love. I just hope she finds someone like me that is willing to stick it out and help her like I was.
Close Stress Management
Frequent panick attacks (as little as once a week or often as several times a day). Socially triggered, almost solely when romance-related. I experience shaking, shortness of breath, tunnel vision, and vomiting. For my health and ability to function I take whatever advice I can. Progressing along slowly but surely.
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Too Soon to Tell
- Works for just lowering my heart rate and making anxious feelings more subdued.
- Massage Working / Worked
- Relaxation Working / Worked
- Sleep Working / Worked
Open Breakups & Divorce
It's not a story any more. It used to help talking about it, but now it's just exhausting. I'm ready to move on.
Treatments
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Support Groups Working / Worked
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- Works wonders. Side effects are night sweats and tremmors... Totally worth it, in my opinion.
- Massage Working / Worked
- $100 an hour for a great massage. REALLY nice.
- Relaxation Working / Worked
- Sleep Working / Worked
Open Anxiety
Nervous Wreck. I have frequent panic attacks where I shake, lose my appetite, and invariably vomit.
Treatments
- Breathwork Not Working
- Hasn't worked for me.
- Benadryl Somewhat Helpful
- Used to help, but I built up a tolerance to it.
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- Really works for me.
- Massage Working / Worked
- Relaxation Working / Worked
- Sleep Working / Worked
Open Depression
Never understood depression until I *really* felt it. It took a bit to realize, but it actually hurts. Currently medicated for it.
Treatments
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Always helps.
- Massage Working / Worked
- Relaxation Working / Worked
- Sleep Working / Worked
Open Panic Attacks
I've had panick attacks for a long time, and overcoming them has been a challenge. I never realized they were panick attacks till I went to a therapist last summer. Now I have a very sturdy grasp on them. They don't go away, but I feel like I have a life without that feeling every minute of the day.
Treatments
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- Prescribed for depression, but it has done WONDERS with my anxiety too.
- Stretching Working / Worked
- Forces controled breathing. Forces concentration on relaxing your entire body, one muscle group at a time.
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