Journal Entry for August 17, 2008
August 17, 2008 1:38pm
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About Me
Hi... My real names Michelle... I've had depressoin for a few months and have been diagnosed for about one month... Umm... School/Life i shard because no1 seems 2 understand and the depression makes it seem like no1 cares, idk? Maybe they don't care? I must thank every1 on here! U have saved my life... If any1 ever wants 2 talk i'm usually able 2 talk... I try 2 find ppl 2 talk 2 that I can relate 2...
Interests
I really love writing and watching movies... Especially depressing ones... They put me in a different world that makes me feel like i'm not alone and stuff... And I watch this video whenever im feeling down or like God has abandonded me... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IUiEeM5TAUY&feature=related It's totally aswum and EVERY1 should watch it... and three days grace!!!!! i luv that band SOOO!!!!!!!! MUCH!!!!!! there my heros!!!! there album "one-x" its amazing!!!!
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confused22 joined the Insomnia support group 12:43am
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Journal Entry for May 31, 2008
May 31, 2008 11:24pm
How can you love someone so much... and hate them at the same time... my heart feels torn in to... i feel so alone... and unloved... and unwanted... …
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Is it real??
March 23, 2008 12:04am
Is any of this real!!!!??? just like 6 months ago i was ur average teenager, living ur average life, doing all the things i should b doing right, and …
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goal
March 3, 2008 8:23pm
my goal was 2 not cut 4 a week and i wasnt on 4 a while so i didnt update it i didnt cut 4 6 days... but i needed it in the end... so i havent …
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Support Groups
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionNothing in my life is going right... friends.. dont understand...family... as if they could even comprehend the seriosness of my depression!... life... sucks... is u really want 2 hear about it read my journal.
Treatments
- Prozac Too Soon to Tell
- I'm not sure if it's working?
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- I've only been like once or twice soo... I think that it's probly gonna help tho...
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- I like writing storys about people whos lives are far worse then myne.. i think it makes me feel better.
Close Depression - Teen
I have clinical (major) depression... and i HATE IT! it makes everything sooo hard 4 me!!!
Treatments
- Art Somewhat Helpful
- I like 2 draw depressing pictures... i geuss it helps a little?
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- Pets Somewhat Helpful
- My pets make me feel mroe loved.
- Prozac Too Soon to Tell
- I'm not sure if it's working?
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- My moms gonna get me a counsler or sumthing... i hope it helps?
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- Its good 4 me 2 get stuff out, but it only helps a little...
- Writing Working / Worked
- Writing helps me create my own little world or get stuff out in my own way...
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
I'm pretty sure that I have minor OCD...
Open Vegetarians & Vegans
I will of been a vegetarian for 1 year on the 28 of jan (this month) and i luv being a vegetarian.
Open Teen Anxiety
I believe that I have Anxiety. And I've had 2 panic attacks :'(.........O
Open Depression Supporters
I have depression... So I understand and support ppl with depression all the way.
Treatments
Open Panic Attacks
I think I might of had a few small panic attacks but im not quite sure...
Open Stress Management
I get overly stressed overly easy... I take everything to personally and freak out about everything...
Treatments
Open Breakups & Divorce
Well... My parents divorced when I was BORN! And I'm 14 now and on my birthday (Wednesday) I found out the truth about my father and got diagnosed with clinical depression... so i spent my hole fricking life blaming my mother 4 my parents divoce when really my father had an affair when she was pregnant!
Treatments
- Forgiveness Too Soon to Tell
- IDK? im trying 2 4give my father 4 wat he did, that its his faukt that i care so much abotu things, and hes part of the reason y i cry almost every night soo... 4giving him is really hard...
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- Pets Somewhat Helpful
- Reading Too Soon to Tell
- Talking Too Soon to Tell
Open Family Issues
I'm not close 2 any member of my family... there's a lot more 2 it but i dont have the heart 2 type it all...
Treatments
Open High School Stress
Life sucks... I have major depression... And I hate school... Cuz no 1 understands wat im going through...
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- Prozac Not Working
- I think it might b having an opposite affect.
- Pets Somewhat Helpful
- I luv animals more than ppl sumtimes...
Open Self-Injury
I cut once or twice and then (very long story) i admitted it 2 my school counsler and... a lot of things happened... bottom line i really want 2 cut but there r so many ppl watching me now... i almost cut my thighs in the shower with my razor yesterday... but i slapped my hand and hurried along my shower...
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
Open Eating Disorders
Type: BulimiaI'm a bulimic... Nothin much else 2 it...
Treatments
- Prozac Somewhat Helpful
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- She sorta gets on my nerves... She treats me like a baby, so I tell her everything is alright... Now everyone thinks i'm fine so I don't need to see her anymore... But i'm not fine...
Open Breast Cancer
My mother was diagnosed with breast cancer a week and a half after my birthday... And the day I was diagnosed with depression...
Open Insomnia
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