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Friday, January 18, 2008

I am the King of procrastination. I had a counselor who told me once that " a brave man dies once, a coward dies a thousand times." Latley I have been the coward. I want to quit smoking and get back in the gym but I keep putting it off. Like something is going to change between tonight and tomorrow. Then I beat myself up for making promises and plans that I don't keep. I have to let go of my fears and give them to God. Ask him to help me with my will. I refuse to let myself be stagnant. I have to keep moving forward. All in all I feel defeated today. It's all a personal battle though, no outside attacks from others latley. Getting brutely honest with myself is hard. I don't like what I see, but I do have the power to change a lot of those things. God bless all who push forward, if just an inch. Getting healthy is often the road less traveled, hope to see you on the journey.

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I am learning that sometimes standing still is moving forward. It seems like you and I are similar that we are very family oriented and want to get healthy so we can be there for them. It isn't easy to take things slowly for someone that wants to be successful, yet is scared of success. You are moving faster than you think. I'm with you. God Bless.

wkinitout
The problem with procrastination is that we lose track of what we wanted, too many interruptions and obstacle comes to live once we get stagnated. I say ( but fail to do), keep the goal clear in your mind at all the times, the brain will take care of the rest

whisper1215
comes to life

whisper1215
I think your counselor may have been slightly abridging a line from Shakespeare---didn't know he/she was so cultured, did you?

keefer
hang in there, you can do anything you put your mind too....

azgirl26