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    About Me

    I am a self-employed property manager/secretary for my husband's business. I will be married for 15 years in February 2008. No children of my own....4 children that are his that live with their mothers (4 different ones!!)

    Interests

    Love God, music, Green Bay Packers and Oregon Ducks football, Portland Trailblazers basketball, camping, spending time with my family and helping other people

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    • Journal Entry for January 31, 2008

      Mood January 31, 2008 7:15pm

      Last night was one of the most horrible nights in my life.  My husband and I went to counseling for the first time and I brought up again that I …

    • Journal Entry for January 29, 2008

      Mood January 29, 2008 1:11pm

      I was having a bad day yesterday and then it got worse.  I found out that my husband had a music awards show to go to with his brother.  I …

    • Journal Entry for January 17, 2008

      Mood January 17, 2008 1:50am

      Tonight I can honestly say that I feel hope and love in our marriage.  I don't know what has happened with my husband but it started after …

    • Journal Entry for January 11, 2008

      Mood January 11, 2008 5:47pm

      I am in bed again today with my fractured ankle. I fractured it on Christmas Day in the emergency room after I fainted because I was …

    • Journal Entry for January 6, 2008

      Mood January 6, 2008 2:31pm

      I am very sad today.  It has been since September 18, 2007 that I found out that my husband of almost 15 years had been having an affair for …

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      From smilelyface1234 June 25

      Hello hope you are doing better, i am still having husband troubles, no trust!!! Let me know how you are??

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      From smilelyface1234 May 8

      FLOWERS FOR YOU!!!!How are you doing, i hope better??? HUGS!!!

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      From smilelyface1234 April 24

      Hello there. I am glad you like the friendship poems!!!! I appreciate all the beautiful friendships i have made on DS, you all seem to care and are very helpful and i totally appreciate everyone here!! How are things going, and anytime you need to vent please dont hesitate to write me. I can be a great listner and friend!!!!! HUGS!! I have been stressed with the lack of trust i have right now from my husband! Take care!!!!!!

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      From smilelyface1234 April 15

      Have a wonderful week ahead, and many many HUGS!!!!

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      From smilelyface1234 April 2

      I am so so happy your Mom is ok. See prayers do work! They have worked on many occasions for me, but now i am so depressed because i found a cell phone backing in my husbands car that is not ours, and today i found a purple lighter under the passanger front seat, that wasn't there 4 weeks ago after i caught him smoking that pot. Within two days i found both these things, i cant believe a husband would be so careless knowing i would check his car, he has no idea how it got there. I am so tired of all this stress!

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    • Close Infidelity

      It has only been since September 18, 2007 that I found out through my girlfriend that my husband had been seeing a woman for almost a year. My world collapsed around me and I thought I was going to go insane. We have been married for almost 15 years. I knew that he had been putting me through hell for about 5 years but I thought it was because he was back into playing music again (at least that is what he told me) at 51 years old. We are still together but the pain is so intense!

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      Forgiveness Somewhat Helpful
      I have told him I forgive him, but there are days I would like to knock his block off.
    • Close Breast Cancer

      My mom just found out today that she has spindle cell breast cancer. It is so scary right now and she is so scared and sad. I am praying that God heals and helps her thru this

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