Weird... just plain weird....
June 5, 2008 10:29am
Well.. we are out here in California to meet our new son in law and say goodbye.. My other half is acting so strange at times. hmm.. at times may not …
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Waterworks
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About Me
in the thoroughbred racing industry, Mother of 4 with 2 more step children ages 35,27,26,25,24,23. 6 grandchildren ages from 7yrs. to 6 mo. producer as far as the USMC is concerned (3 of my 4 are marines with 1 more married in and another to join soon. love to write, creative things like sewing, crafts, just coming up with ideas to make things a better place. Treat people as I would want to be treated (apparently I ask too much)
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lost...
May 30, 2008 10:32am
My other half is suicidal now... our business is ruined... there are alot of factors that got us here... He feels useless and I don't know what …
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Life .... what are ya going do.....
May 25, 2008 8:20am
I haven't written in so long... right now I need to. Things are very sucky right now.. my horses are shipping out. We are moving …
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the light has gone on!!!
March 10, 2008 12:27pm
Although things are very shitty financially... I have become aware of my life and its many twists and turns. The effects I thought were largely …
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Journal Entry for February 21, 2008
February 21, 2008 9:36am
I'm freakin tired of the bullshit!!! Why must everything be a freaking issue!! I feel like a dog! laying on my back begging for …
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Oh Gawd yes, MUCH easier than slugging it out painfully at the gym...or , worse, having to starve oneself LOL You'll be glad to know she's over herself today xx
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Flossy wasn't too impressed when I mentioned your idea to her ;-) xxxx
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Beautiful weather here, wanted to share some of the beautiful flowers...lol. Enjoy your weekend, I know I will. MeLy
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GET THEE TO YOUR SON"S GYM ;-) LOL
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Thanks Pie, good luck with the move let me know as soon as it's over and you are feeling sane again! xxx
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionIt would take more than 500 characters... one of 12 children ... multiple tragic events from rape, attempted muder to suicide. I take celexa when I can get my hands on it... out now. diagnosed with ptsd. Just lost my dad, mom fell ill, grandmom died, aniversary of my brothers death (suicide) coming up in a couple weeks. Tired of living... would trade ages with anyone close to dying. Have done some good things to help people... thats my drug of choice! but feel I have nothing left to give.
Treatments
- Celexa Somewhat Helpful
- tried others but side affects too much.. this helps but is no miracle. I know I should have counciling but can't afford it and am not elligable for clinics. and hard to find the right person.
- Meditation Not Working
- I tend to reflect and get depressed even more
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- losing it fast...
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- just tired... and feel terrible that my other half and children that try and I don't feel.
Close Fibromyalgia
diagnosed over 15 yrs ago...
Treatments
- Acupuncture Not Working
- too painful in lower back
- Heat Working / Worked
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