brittanyleigh's Journal

Last night i went to Steves basketball game, didnt want to go, but talked myself into it, and now im glad i did... i never feel worthy enough to go out anymore.. my mom has been a pain in my ass these past few days and i have been restricting because of it. sometimes she doesnt know wwhen to shut the hell up. On top of that, i have spanish today.. great. i cant concentrateeeeeeeeeee! Im supposed to go out to dinner on friday for the first time, and WITH my ex.boyfriend... should be interesting! im so anxious, i kind of want to get out of it.. luckily for me, my brothers coming home from school for his spring break so i might nto even be able to go! =] thats not good to say but im kinda glad. ;/ today should be horrible...