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Feeling:		- Bad
Gender:	Female
Age:	14
Location:	AB, CAN
Interests: I used to have some of those....
About Me: My name is Mandie J. I live in Alberta, Canada. I’m fourteen years old, I've always felt like a 20-year old trapped in a teen's body. Everyone my age just seems so immature. I really want to move to the US and publish a comic book when I get older. Sure, call me a nerd, It's probably true :D! I also like singing and playing the guitar, though I’m not very good at either. :’) I want to move out as soon as possible. My parents are too worried about how they appear to the outside world to give a crap about me. They just LOVE to remind me that they wish I was dead, and have no problem admitting I was a mistake. I love my cats, Penny and Sasha. Pets love you unconditionaly and never judge you.

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Today, May. 16

Aww :D You have such cute pets! hahaa

Agreed! I love the bathtub thing lol

Cute picture :DDD Love those sungla...

Haha

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9:20 pm	The only thing worse than not sleeping, is not sleeping in someone else's house. You pretty huch have to lay in bed all night daydreaming. It's so boring. Then, I find, when it's just so silent like that, I feel l... [More]
Yesterday	So, The sewers aroung my building need serious work. While the workers work, the water (toilets, sinks, sowers, etc) won't work. So I'm staying at my grandparents' tonightr amd tomm. I might beableto comeon DS but Ido... [More]
Yesterday	- Just Friends
05/13/08	School quiz! (don’t know why the hell I’m taking this, Haha :]) [More]
05/13/08	- Just Friends

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sweetsis (10:10 pm)

good, except i got swamped on word racer, lol......hence the journal
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sweetsis (9:59 pm)

hey kiddo, how are you?
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AngelDave (8:59 am)

Just LOVE your photos. How are you today? Hope it is an UP day. Don't you just hate the DOWN days (shudder). Have yourself a good weekend and be cool dude!! xx

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Goal Completed on May 5, 08

The dark circles under my eyes are really pissing me off.
Treatments
Daydreaming (Working / Worked)
Lunesta (Not Working)
Meditation (Not Working)
Music (Somewhat Helpful)
Sleep (Not Working) I wish XD
Talking (Somewhat Helpful)
Melatonin (Not Working)
15 Members 6 Posts

Depression
Clinical (Major) Depression

Sucks.
Treatments
Celexa (Not Working) Bad side effects. (It had Nitalapram printed on the bottle, according to DS, it's the same thing.)
Crying (Not Working) I can't really do that anymore.
Music (Working / Worked) When I listen to music, it gives me a chance to not think about anything, other than the music. It usually feels better to not think.
Positive Thinking (Somewhat Helpful) I try to think mostly about how I want to be an author. It's really the only reason I WANT to be alive.
Prozac (Too Soon To Tell)
Talking (Working / Worked)
Zoloft (Not Working) If anything It made me feel worse.
195 Members 2712 Posts

Trying to quit.
Treatments
Art (Somewhat Helpful) When I draw, it gets my mind off things.
Rubber Bands (Considering) Haven't tried it.
Talking (Working / Worked)
Tattoos (Considering) I'm getting a tattoo the second I turn sixteen.
34 Members 116 Posts