is feeling OK
awful day
i love sports especially swimming, track and field and soccer. i have major depression, an ED, and a anxiety disorder. even though i feel awful most of the time i try and stay positive and look on the bright side of life. i was hospitalized more than 14 times and was in hospital for 6 months altogether. but..here i am, still alive and living. recently though ive been struggling alot to fight ED off...im scared of letting go. BUT BUT BUT I am willing to fight this evilness out of my life!
IM AUSTRALIAN AND PROUD OF IT
emmamack replied to SstephH’s discussion post ED/depression in the Eating Disorders support group 12:20am
hmm yeh it can definately happen wither way... i dnt realli no which of mine strted first. i think i…
emmamack replied to CortneyD’s discussion post fearing relapse in the Eating Disorders support group 12:07am
heyyy welcome to DS! this site is amazing! everyone is so kind and supportive! weldone for removing all…
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emmamack replied to rca417’s discussion post Groceries - possible trigger in the Eating Disorders support group 11:25pm
im like that aswell. like wen i go grocery shopping with my parents ill walk around by myself and check…
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hey ure welcome! how r u doing???? take care…
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heyyy sweetie im good! how r u doing?? take care xoxoxoox…
June 22, 2008 5:27pm
so last night
we had a huge bbq with like 35 ppl
it was kinda awkward coz all these ppl r like close family friends and they no about my ed...so i dno …
June 20, 2008 10:16pm
okkkkkkkkk
i am sooooooo fucking pissed off right now.
i am dun with this stupid bitch of a frend she is a stupid lying fake selfish bitch
i hate …
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im currently battling and recovering from anorexia and bulimia and excessive exercising. ive been in hospital for 6 months as i was really sick. im slowly getting better though and learning to accept my body how it is.
i have major depression caused by the fact that i moved from Australia to canada. and then found out my mom has cancer. i started cutting in Australia after the rapes. also because i found out about us moving.. one time i cut my wrists and my mom asked what happned and i said the neighbours cat did it. i have been at an inpatient facility 4 times and has definately helped me to stop cutting.
i have an anxiety disorder and have been on medications for it. i have alot of panic and anxiety attacks over certain things.
ive been hospitalized 4 times because of my SI and suicide attempts. since then i havent SI in over 2.5 months
i have major anxiety and always have panic and anxiety attacks.
i was raped twice by the same person.i think he was stalking me
my mum has breast cancer but she's almost finished all of her treatment
i hate high school gah so stressful
my mum has breast cancer and my grandma has lung cancer.
