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I'm so depressed. But what's happening? I have been happy before and know in one instance, in really depressed. I don't want to tell my mom or my dad. And I feel uncorfutabel telling my psycaitrist. At least I have my best friend. Im my head its always suicide. Is it the best way? No? Yes.. I dont know. So mixed up. Do I need a hospital? No? Yes? I dont know. Please help me out. I just want to die. I used to be so happy lately. Know im just pretending and everybody knows and asks, im just not answering. I just want to be alone, in my own little world.. Please.. Help me out.. This is a scream for help..(Dont call the cops on me tho .. Please)
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Just wanted to let you know that I read your journal. Sometimes it is hard to tell people you are close to about these things, and I'm sorry you feel uncomfortable with your therapist. Please tell me what you want me to do. I would be happy to give you anything you need to get well. Message me anytime.
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I was so much like you when i was 13. God I was so messing around with cutting and stuff and I was suicidal all the time..then happy then totally sad.
I started writing and stuff and then one day I just started thinking that if i did kill myself then i will miss all the great stuff that I know would happen some day. Even things like not hearing a really good song that i have never heard YET or meeting the man that I will marry YET. I love to paint and stuff and I thought that if i kill myself then Iam wont have the chance to maybe do a great painting and possibly be a famous painter!!!
So what things do you do that you would like to look into the future and see yourself succeeding at?? Who will u be in the future?? A great athlete?? A great artist?? A musisian?? A mom!!?? A gramma??!!! These are all great things that one day you MAY be...but you have to get to there. Look beyond today, tomorrow..into maybe 10 years from now. How proud will your parents be on you graduation day?? Or your wedding day. Wouldnt your dad want to give you away on your wedding???
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I just popped over to see what was going on after reading your post in ED. If you are feeling suicidal, there is not question, you need to tell someone. It's OK if you feel a little weird about it. All the professionals will understand, even if you only THINK you feel that way, they won't tell you to be ashamed or guilty for your feelings. They just want to help. Please don't lock it up. It only gets worse that way.
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