MARGEBALTAR's Journal

  HI THERE, THE PASSED FEW DAYS HAVE BEEN DIFFICULT. AT THE MOMENT I HAVE A LITTLE COURAGE BUT ALOT OF FAITH AND I'M GLAD THERE'S ANGELS SURROUNDING ME WHEN I FALL. HOWARD WAS MY MUSIC MY MEDICINE FOR MY SOUL. I CALLED MY HUSBAND STEVE THEY WERE ALL TOGETHER TALKING ABOUT DAD I COULD HEAR LAUGHTER IN THE BACK GROUNG OVER THE PHONE. INDEED A CELEBRATION OF HIS LIFE HAS STARTED.I WALKED MY DAD EARLIER LETTIMNG MY THOUGHTS SWIM THRU THE CLOUDS LIKE MAGIC. THE CLEAR BLUE SKY WILL SOON SHOW IT'S BRILLANT COLORS.I WORKED TODAY TRYING TO KEEP BUSY BEFORE STEVE ARRIVES ON MONDAY. MY HEART ACHES OH MY..................EXCUSE SPELLING ERRORS. I WALKED THE DOG NOT DAD.......................ANYWAY BLESSINGS TO ALL.  MMMM

  WELL I STARTED THE MORNING TAKING FATTIE TO THE BEACH. STEVE HAS BEEN IN HONOLULU TAKING CARE OF HIS DAD HOWARD WHO HAS CANCER OF THE BLADDER. HE DIED

LAST NIGHT IN HIS SLEEP AFTER HAVING HIS LAST EVENING MARTINI THEN A SHOT OF MORPHINE. HE LEFT THE EARTH WITH ALL HIS DREAMS COMPLETED.LEAVING HIS CANCER AT THE AGE OF 89YRS YOUNG. I'LL MISS HIM SOMETHING AWFUL. THE JOY   HIS SMILE AND LAUGHTER WILL REMAIN IMPRINTED ON MY HEART FOREVER. I LOVE YOU DAD..........YOU COMPLETED YOUR MISSION GIVING ME YOU SON STEVE AS MY PERFECT MATE TENDER HEARTED,KINDNESS BEYOND BELIEF. DAD I OF COURSE HOPE I MENTIONED ENOUGH I LOVE YOU.I'M TEARY EYED AT THE MOMENT.I'M GLAD YOUR WITH MOM.SHE MISSED YOU DEARLY.NOW YOUR AT PEACE IN GOD'S ARM'S SAFE FREE FROM PAIN.WHAT A BRILLANT LIFE YOU LED.AN ICON, A PURE SOUL WITH GENTLE BLUE EYES THAT SPOKE VOLUMES.WE'LL MISS YOU DAD...............BUT WILL SEE YOU SOON WHEN IT'S OUR TIME TO TRAVEL INTO GOD'S PEACEFUL KINGDOM............I HOPE WE LEARN WELL YOU WHERE A PERFECT TEACHER.THE WAY YOU LEFT THIS EARTH.I HONOR YOU FOR JUST BEING.................YOU DAUGHTER IN LAW.................MARGE THE NURSE WITH THE BOMBER JACKET AND WHOLELY BLUE JEANS. I WILL TAKE CARE OF YOUR SON STEVE WITH ALL MY LOVE AND BEING.YOU WERE JOKING LAST WEEK SAYING YOU WERE AS STIFF AS A BOARD. I LUV YA...........WATCH OVER ME............