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Wednesday – August 20, 2008 – 11:54am

 

 

Ugh…

 

Got the blues.

 

My days after PT sessions are just gone.

 

I get home, eat lunch and then have to be horizontal for hours, eat dinner, then go to bed.

 

I’m sad because I wanted to dress up a little, maybe put some nail polish on the hands and toes, and have a nice lunch with husband for his birthday.  Our chances to do this were last Saturday, Sunday, Monday, today, Thursday, and again this weekend.  Friday is PT in the morning.

 

I’m sad that I have to sacrifice some fun grooming to feel special for my husband for his birthday, because I'm TOO BLEEPING TIRED.

 

Please, he's been shot once, and had a stent put in his heart.

 

His birthday is special to me, and I don't know that I'll ever not be sad not being able to 'do it up' a little, and not looked like I dragged myself into a nice restaurant.

 

We'r going to try and go today.  If I can get at least showered and dressed.

 

Pearl Jr's birthday is today too.  He has a card for her.  Not sure if we're mailing or delivering.  Not sure I care either.  She and the kids stopped over Monday night, with cards for him and home baked cookies.

 

The nephew, who is 12, forgot we got a kitten.  I mean it was complete news to him, even though he'd been here to see it late March or April

 

Nice, Pearl Jr...  Let your kids develop a forgetting habit, just like then one you have.

 

 Boy, the place my emotions are at (in?)  today...

 

Sorry everyone.

 

Just BLUE.

 

Hugs and Mojo

Weebs

 

 

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  1. FerFer

    Oh Sweet Weebs..........I am so sorry that you are in a bad "blue" spot today! I feel for you my friend and am here for you should you need to be blue with a friend! I understand what you mean about wanting to do it up for hubby's birthday, I feel the same way for mine, but sometimes they are just so happy that we are actually able to simply get out to a restaraunt wiht them that they don't mind us not looking like super models :-)!! Do what you can and I hope it makes you feel good about yourself! I know hubby's birthdays are especially special to you! So happy he's here to celebrate!

    Take a nice rest under the Mojo tree, that will hopefully revive you and give you the oomph you need to do a little something for hubby. Hey, maybe you should borrow Darla's leather skirt?? Just a thought LOL

    Stoooooooopid Pearl Jr, 'nuff said!

    I'm here for you, i'm with you and love you Weebs!! Be gentle with yourself while your emotions are in such a icky place! Remember "this too shall pass", I hope quickly!

    Happy Birthday to hubby! Much love, xoxoxo, Jen


    FerFer

  2. Roses25

    I hear ya Weebs. It is sad. You give up so much and ask for so little. This illness is so very cruel and it just goes on and on. We get overwhelmed, frustrated, disappointed, angry and SAD...we'd be nuts if we didn't! I'm sorry. I am so hoping you get the energy to go, both you and your husband deserve it. Your hubby knows it's special to you. Ultimately, he knows how hard you try. Hugs and more hugs to you.


    Roses25

  3. wannabewell

    Ah Weebs.*hugs*

    Hoping you can make it to the restaurant and have a lovely time. Do the bare minimum required and let the rest go...

    Know it's hard. You wanna look and feel pampered and pretty. I get it. My Anniv is Thurs and I want same. I just cut off all my hair and only have sweatpants to wear. We're supposed to go to a concert to celebrate. It's at a fair and I don't know if I'll be able to handle it. I wanna look good and be able to walk and enjoy the fair like a normal person. *sigh*

    Hope the PT starts getting easier soon.

    Hang in there.

    *big hug*

    shell


    wannabewell

  4. DarlaC

    Geez, I have such mixed feelings here. I'm hoping the PT is just not too grueling for you Weebs. It tires me too! I understand. So on one hand I'm happy that it's helping you, on the other hand, you're missing some really important things as a result of it. Kind of confusing huh?

    I know how much you want to look lovely for hubby. Remember one day, when I was on a good day, I put makeup on and a pretty skirt and heels and just walked downstairs to see Bobby. There was no occasion, really. I just felt well and wanted to let him know that he was still worth getting fussed over...and how badly I feel that I can't ever seem to feel well on the exact day he needs me to. Makes me feel like a bit of a failure as a wife.

    You would tell me that I'm not a failure, and that it's the idea that counts, and that he knows I love him.
    So I'm going to tell you the same thing. Your hubby knows that you love him, that you want to go out to eat with him and look lovely and perky and happy. But maybe it just couldn't happen today.

    He understands...after all he IS the world's most patient man....and he married a wonderful woman....and he knows it!!

    Feel better....those blues gotta go!!!

    Wuv the Weebs!


    DarlaC

  5. Prairie

    Ohhh, I'm sad for you, too. Sorry honey. It's just not 'fair'. I'm here if you want to talk. Hugs and much love.
    ~*~


    Prairie

Sunday – August 17, 2008 – 12:44pm

 

Oh, sheebus…

 

I just finished de-cluttering the receipts folder some.

 

Did we really need that bunch of store/restaurant receipts from 2002-2005?

 

I am officially SEVERELY BRAIN SWIRLED.

 

Then got off the phone, remembered that I didn’t take my vitamins this morning, so went to the kitchen.

 

And opened the silverware drawer.

 

 

Yeah……  One fork and two corn-on-the-cob prongs oughta do it.

 

Perk me right up, those will…

 

 

*bleep*

 

 

 

Hugs and Mojo, and husband took this week off so I may be scarce.

 

Weebs – 12:50pm

 

 

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  1. 4sons

    OOoo, I hope you guys have a good week! Vitamins. Would you believe I have to have a calendar on the inside of my medicine cabinet so I can remember when I need to load up the stupid pills again?

    Oy -


    4sons

  2. Holstar

    hello...this sounds like me. IS it peri or cfs or both?? Everyday I am having a brain swirl. I can't remember doo doo.


    Holstar

  3. DixieBlue

    Yay! You get to spend some time with hubby! You might feel a little sting when the corn cobb holders go down! LOL

    You will be missed if you are not around, but I can stand it as long as you are out having fun!


    DixieBlue

  4. Prairie

    Gotta love my Weebie!
    :)
    ~*~


    Prairie

  5. Rocky7

    lol!so glad im not the only one to keep old receipts ,and bin the recent "i know i`ll return THAt" ones!!
    Hope you found those vitamins ,and got them down with the forks!!!LOL


    Rocky7

  6. LadyMoon

    Thanks for stopping by. I hope your week goes well. Have fun. Hugs!!!!


    LadyMoon

  7. newfieneedingsupport

    brain swirl ummmm what's that ???? lmboooooo

    enjoy your time with hubby

    Huggggssss Deb


    newfieneedingsupport

  8. wannabewell

    I hate that...put the milk in the cupboard and the cereal in the fridge. Yep. Been there, done that.

    Enjoy your week with hubby, hope you gus get to do something special for his B-day.

    *hugs*

    shell


    wannabewell

  9. Michelletj

    Hope you have a good staycation with Hubby! *HUGS*


    Michelletj

  10. Moab

    Have fun with hubs!


    Moab

  11. doctortyper

    Brain swirl? I just call them brain farts! Don't feel bad. I've put peanut butter in the frig and orange juice in the cupboard! IT'S PERFECTLY NORMAL!


    doctortyper

  12. DarlaC

    That would have been a good one for my "Book of Duh" huh? I'll have to write a volume 2. I can see that!

    It made me laugh though, the picture of you standing in front of the silverware drawer, wondering why you're there, and then the dawning "moment" of ..oh dear, this isn't what I wanted to do...not even close! Yep, we all know about that, don't we?? lol

    Tad floppy in the brain....that's us!


    DarlaC

  13. julesd

    LOL....they,ll only help if you want to eat them with cutlery.....just picturing u using corn cob forks to pick up wee tablet xxxxxxx have a good week with hubbby


    julesd

  14. Roses25

    Oh yes decluttering receipts and junk mail...fun, fun, fun. Trust me the corn cob holder will do it! Much love and many hugs!


    Roses25

Just too tired... Mood
Saturday, August 16, 2008

Saturday – August 16, 2008 – 8:03am

 

 

bleh

 

crapdoodles

 

yick

 

ugh

 

oofdah

 

‘Nuff said.

 

 

***Mojo to Snowflake138 who was PROVEN to NOT be a drug seeker but someone with a COMPRESSED AND FRACTURED VERTEBRAE WITH SOME SPINAL CORD EXPOSED!!!!!  JEEBUS PIPES???!!!  What we have to go through to get a diagnosis of something that’s NOT CFS related!!!!!!

 

 

 

My husband’s birthday is this week… My PT renders me so tired

 

 

Hugs and Mojo

Weebs

8:12am

 

PS – did I mention we got a new paper shredder? It’s called a SPOT.

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr…….

 

 

 

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  1. Moab

    Hope weebles is feeling better soon!


    Moab

  2. JimK

    It must be nice to have a paper shredder that works on its own

    Have a good weekend.


    JimK

  3. 4sons

    LOL .... rest well, dear friend!!! Not drug seekers? WHO KNEW??

    Grrrrrrr.


    4sons

  4. DarlaC

    I know the PT can poop you out!! For sure!! I think it's all best expressed with "crapdoodles". I can absolutely relate to that.

    Yep, poor Lisa, what she's been through, makes ya sick!!!

    Hubby's birthday is this week? Hope you're up to the lil celebration, hope it doesn't cause any Pearl visits!!! lol

    You rest, my friend.

    Hugsssssssssss, wuv the Weebs!


    DarlaC

  5. Holstar

    thinking of you. I know what you mean...tired. I too am tired. Love ya! Yay, to some birthday cake! IS it as cool in Pitts as it is in Philly? Gem show next weekend...my eyes will go crazy!!


    Holstar

  6. DixieBlue

    Sorry who are crapdoodly!! Get some rest so you can enjoy hubby's birthday with him!


    DixieBlue

  7. wannabewell

    Don't get me started on "drug seekers" and being told everything is "just CFIDs/Fibro" and patted on the head and sent away. Grrr.

    Happy B-day to Mr Weebs. *hugs*

    Hope the tired is a "good" kind of tired.

    paper shredder? nothing important I hope...

    ttyl, shell


    wannabewell

  8. newfieneedingsupport

    hugggggggsss to you
    Happy birthday to MR.
    and lol on SPOT


    newfieneedingsupport

  9. queenyjoe

    go spot go.lol
    hope you feeling better soon.hugs for snowflake too.xx


    queenyjoe

  10. Prairie

    Happy Birthday to Geekiepie, happy birthday dear Geekiepie, Happy Birthday dear Geekipiediddlydinkies, Happy Birthday to YOUUUUUUUUUU!
    :D
    :D
    :D
    ~*~


    Prairie

  11. Michelletj

    Happy birthday to your Hubby! Great news... well... not really... about snowflake... at least it's diagnosed, now. So, is Spot a straight-cut or a cross-cut kind of shredder? =;-) *HUGS*


    Michelletj

  12. doctortyper

    Happy birthday to Mr. Weebs!!!!!!!!!!! How do you train a cat to be a shredder? Snickers just nibbles at the corners of papers! FEEL BETTER!


    doctortyper

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