nicki1981's Journal

every thursday i have counselling n it really helps.... its the only time i get to talk about my feeliings...my mum isnt so sensitive she will ask me how i am but then start talkin about herself... everything as to b about her this never really bothers me its just the way she is... but today while my counsellor was her (my time) my mum decided to ring someone about money owed to her n got in an arguement she shouted so loud we could here her in the back room.... now this did annoy me as we had to stop talkin as she was louder than us............. im very upset as my mum could of rang these people n e time of he day  but had to do it while my counsellor was here n so they could hear her she had to make the focus on her..... my mum saw i was annoyed when the counsellor had left. n i was open n told her how it made me feel n asked her why of all times did she ring then she made some silly excuse n stop speakin to me as if it was my fault.......im so pissed off right now at how insenstive she was thats the only time i get to release all my anger and pain and its all still there as she really annoyed me