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early jan. 07 we were told my fiancee would not be able to produce children. i found out i was pregnant on my daddy's b-day(2-18-07). he told me that was his birthday present. two weeks after that my world started to colapse... my brother was diagnosed with hodgkins disease. when i found out i collapsed. my little brother called me on the phone when he found out how bad i took it and told me "i am not going to die because i have to teach my niece or nephew everything i know" two weeks after that we got to hear the baby's heartbeat...5 days later our little angel joined the other angels. i have not been the same since. i still cry over her and i can not get over it. i am hoping that this site would help me get over it. unfortionately my fiancee is having a worse time dealing with it. he is still unable to talk about it and it is starting to worry me.
my fiancee and i are currently attending college to become medical assistant specialists. i write poetry and i am trying to focus my life on my fiancee and how much i love him. i love kids and hope to work at childrens hospital when i get out of school.
stasia15145 replied to kokomokers’s discussion post m/c sufferers in the pittsburgh area? in the Miscarriage support group 2:08pm
im from the pgh area id be interested as long as i can get to it…
stasia15145 replied to sam23’s discussion post Contractions & Miscarriage Please Read! in the Miscarriage support group 9:30pm
with my 1st m/c i did have contractions. my doc or i did not realize it was contractions til after i…
stasia15145 updated their status 10:59am
annoyed…
stasia15145 wrote a journal entry: annoyed!!!!! 10:58am
i am so dam frustrated and annoyed!! my dad let his best friend move in for awhile cause he has no place…
stasia15145 changed their mood to Horrible 10:58am
stasia15145 and jennifercole are now friends 10:59am
stasia15145 replied to LynnSV’s discussion post I'm late... in the Miscarriage support group 4:29pm
oh well if you want this then congrats... im sure everything will be fine really dont worry.…
stasia15145 updated their status 10:42am
at my schools open house…
stasia15145 gave cjsmama12907 a Hug 12:47pm
its going good its twins…
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started a goal to get through 2nd trimester.
Give your support! 10:06pm
July 6, 2008 10:58am
i am so dam frustrated and annoyed!! my dad let his best friend move in for awhile cause he has no place to go. he made a deal that he would be in …
June 26, 2008 10:04pm
im officially in my 2nd trimester... heard the h/bs today. they were so strong n loud. im so happy. have a screen tomorrow to make sure the babies …
June 22, 2008 11:01am
i had to leave the baseball game last night like an hour after it started because i was having cramping. i spent like 3 hours in the er then the …
June 13, 2008 10:10am
i just realized kenny chesney's concert tour is comming here 2morrow night at our football stadium and my nana is gonna get me 2 tickets!! im so …
June 7, 2008 11:17am
well so far so good. im constantly tired and sick. the twins really are taking a tole on me. i can feel one on each side if i feel my stomach. im so …
congrats, its been forever since i have talked to you. and i didnt even know you were pregnant how is that going for you??
You are almost through your first trimester. U Go GIRL!!!!! The U/S pics are great!
Yay I am soooooo happy for you!!!
Yay let me know how it goes when you get back!!
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on 2-18-07 (my dads b-day) i found out i was preg. 2 weeks after that my brother was diagnosed with cancer 2 weeks after that i had a misscairage. i heard my baby's heart beat 5 days b4 my misscairage.
i am trying to do research about sids. i am a medical student right now and i want to try to stop sids from happening period
i have been in and out of depression for as long as i can remember lately its been like im always crying or sleeping
my fiance is diabetic. i want to learn all i can about it so that i can help him control it.
i lost my baby to a m/c on 4/10/07 then i lost another one on 9/31/07 it is very painful and i really need to try to get my life together now
im not really considered a teen anymore but i am depressed and i do want to help other people who have dealt with what i have. im here to help
