Journal Entry for March 6, 2008
Well lets see , theres a chance of me getting suspended from skool , just because im BI . and so wat if im bi , at least i dont have the rabbies , or …
im a 14 year old boy that needs help , that feels like he is not wanted , but i know they do care bout me but my deppresion doesnt let me see that .
Helping others , readin Alex Sanchez books , he is soo kool , i love to run , swim use my bike , romance band , choir , interact with my family
Alex89 gave TomeJoe a Hug 3:43am
hey hun r u online , if u r get on yahoo messenger sorry is cuz mycompt is messing with me augh so yea…
Alex89 gave XxjannerxX a Hug 4:25pm
not really , but its ok thanx for worrying ,…
Alex89 gave skylarskeleton a Hug 4:18pm
thatz good…
Well lets see , theres a chance of me getting suspended from skool , just because im BI . and so wat if im bi , at least i dont have the rabbies , or …
Well right now im waiting for my mom to fall asleep , man i hate wen she keeps me a eye . I love my parents and all but augh i hate it . …
i get attracted by both girls and guys , cant control , found out wen i was 13
I just want to feel welcome feel support were i belong and know that im not the only one going through these
i feel like im never good , and that if do something in public i will make a fool of myself ,i need more self esteem
i need help on getting use to my gay side
My mom ignores me and favors my sister the most , all my life i try to make her notice me but it only jasmine these jasmine that {jasmine is my older and only sister} i truly love her but augh but enough is enough , my sis is leaving for the navy tommorow i hope she comes back safe and sound. my dad does the same ignores me , he the type of guy that doesnt show their feelings . wat worst my family is homophobic , its pisses me off i can tell about me been bi augh i hate wearing these mask
i just cant stop been horny , and lok @ porn . eventhough is like aaaaaaaaa uuuu mmmmmm , i just cant stop . i want more and more but i cant why augh i need help
I love been BI , i just fucking hate to i always have to live a lie , try to pretend something im not , why do they take our sexuality as a deform thing , as i speak for myself , and i think the rest of the GBLT ppl that were humans we do mistakes and that we dont have to be perfect in these life . these life is our life not theirs they dont have the right to critize of something, just cuz they feel superior augh . i just want to get rid of my lie , i cant parents r homophobes