colinandtyler's Journal

so tonighti have therapy..took off last week....we have been talking about how weight issues with me stem from my mom and wheni was little....she would say"youlost weight"or you look good, and this eo me would be a sign of her approval......i feel like a lot of things are changing....for the first time i saw how mature my son is, i also played kichk ball w him and his friends(was aUTOMATIC PITCHER) AND HOLY CRAP NEVER REALIZED HOW TOUGH BOYS HAVE IT,,,,,THERE IS THIS EGOTISTICL ATTIUDE FROM BOYS AND THEY HAVE TO ALWAYS BE PROVING THINGS TO EACH OTHER....."I KICK FURTHER THEN YOU"ETC....MY SON IS SUCH A SENSITIVE BOY THAT I FEEL FOR HIM BECAUSE IN TODAYS SOCIETY CHILKDREN ARE NOT LIKE THIS........ITS A SHAME BUT TRUE.....I DONT WANT HIM TO CHANGE AT ALL THOUGH..........

IM ALSO SAD BECAUSE MY FRIEND HAS THERAPY THIS WEEK WITH HER HUSBAND AND SHE WILL FINALLY TELL HINM SHES DONE ANDNOT HAPPY....AFTER CHEATING ON HIM 3 TIMES...............

MY SIS IS ALSO MOVING ON IN HER IFE VERY HAPPY FOR HER.......BUT I DO MISS HER.....