Journal Entry for April 6, 2007
Hi everybody! I'm so sorry I haven't been around much lately...I feel so guilty that I haven't been more active on the site...but it may be this …
is feeling OK
I am a stay at home wife and mother of two year old twin daughters. I majored in forensic psychology and art, and still have a great passion for both. My family life is extremely important to me and my husbund is without doubt my best friend. I love to play tennis,work in mixed media art and watch old movies with my two dogs. I am also an avid reader.
Hi everybody! I'm so sorry I haven't been around much lately...I feel so guilty that I haven't been more active on the site...but it may be this …
I know I haven't been around much lately...So many things going on in my life right now...it's like the spinning won't stop long enough for me to …
I felt badly about how negative my last entry was, so I decided that tonight I had to list 10 things that I am thankfull for: 1)A beautiful, …
Returning to school is so much differnt this time...I have self-doubt issues that were not as extreme before last year. I am a perfectionist by …
I know that it was the right thing to do to get all that out....now I can't stop shaking. It's so strange what my physical response to writing that …
On March 10 2006 a man slipped into my home while I took out trash. I was home alone that night. He attacked me from behind, putting duct tape over my mouth and a rope around my neck. He held a knife to my forehead while he quietly asked me "what it was like to know how easily my perfect life could be taken from me." He beat me and pulled me to the ground with the rope. As he got to the ground over me, my two dogs attacked him.He ran. I never saw his face,but he continues to stalk me today.
I tried this site in hopes of getting some help with my PTSD after a very traumatic attack about a year ago. But chronic headaches are something I have been living with for five years. The pain can be dehabilitating, agonizing - words can't really describe. In addition I feel like I've spent much of these years of pain being a human experiment; pills, etc.
I have identical twin daugters that are just about to turn two. Twins are a challenge, but it's all my husbund and I know. I'm a stay at home mom, so they are my full time job and my life. I'd really like to connect with other moms in an open and honest environment.