so long scarecrow
July 17, 2008 1:39pm
finally worked out how to let things go. i know now that i dont have to understand why some one done something. more of. can i forgive them? leave it …
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katienob
is feeling Horrible
About Me
i hate this. i hate sounding like im feeling sorry for myself. so im not going to sound like that im going to write down all my achievments. the fairy steps do count! i cut once every i dont know. year maybes now? compared to every day. i know longer snort coke, speed, smoke weed. :) i can walk into a room with my head held high. okay im faking it but its better than looking at me shoes
Interests
photography. i adore i love photography. but i think i may be getting kicked out of uni.. i love music, going to see gigs. i love moving. going some where new meeting new people just getting on with life. well trying. this is not running away. i think im in denial about almost everything..
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dear daddy
June 14, 2008 2:26pm
dear dad,
Remember when you were proud to say i was yours? remember when we were inseperal, remember when i helped you with your spelling. even …
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Journal Entry for February 25, 2008
February 25, 2008 8:56am
never felt so alone. felt so scared to the point where i duno where to go. i dont feel safe
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I’m With You
My pdoc says I need to let go of my brother and focus on myself. Good luck to you!
Flower
I hope things get better for you soon
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Is msn borked?
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Just a bad day. Same old demons.
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It's all good
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
Treatments
- Group Therapy Not Working
- too young to know, not sure.
- Lithium Not Working
- was on drugs i.e weed/speed/coke at the same time didnt work cause of that. think going to take lithium again. scared.
- Topamax Somewhat Helpful
- Tattoos Working / Worked
- i always seem to get ink done when im manic. but then when things get too much with the depression its safer than cutting
Close Coming Out
i had my first girlfriend at the age of 11 we got badly bullied even though we tried to hide it well.. obv not well enough huh? anayways she couldnt hack it and killed herself when i turned"straight" i ended up just sleeping with my bfs best friends which were girls. finally came out at the age of 18 my mum took it really well. as for my dad i cant see him for the dust :)
Open Panic Attacks
had panic attacks from a young age. i hate them with my life
Open Insomnia
katienob hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Self-Injury
been self harming since the age of 7 when i put my hand on the iron. i knew it would hurt like hell.. covered in scars now in tattoo.
Treatments
- Group Therapy Not Working
- joke
- Outpatient Treatment Program Not Working
- this was a joke.
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- Red Marker Not Working
- just ended up covered in red pen.
- Rubber Bands Not Working
- Squeezing Ice Not Working
- Talking Not Working
- doesnt help. shit
- Tattoos Working / Worked
- the only thing that has worked.
Open Lesbian Relationship Challenges
katienob hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Sexual Abuse
katienob hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Gay & Lesbian Teens
katienob hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Personality Disorders
katienob hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Healthy Sex
katienob hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Esophageal Cancer
my friends mum has just been diagnosed.
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