littlemike's Journal

'Well here I go again.............terrible flare of the EB and fever, the muscle aches and i can't work.. Called in today and with the fever again tonight I doubt I'll make it tomorrow. This just isn't good.

My husband really got me upset. He asked if I was feeling any better when he got home and I told him it was about the same. He says, "just what is this thing?"  I've already told him! Then he said, "well i hope you are better soon so we can get the taxes done." I was so hurt. We haven't really been getting along for a while. We're not friends anymore, he is silent most of the time and I feel I'm a bother to him. So I'm considering a separation. Living with him with that tension just makes things worse for me and If I have to suffer I'd rather do it alone that with him.

That's an awful thing to say but it's honest.