kdlp’s Profile

Open Insomnia

ever since i was a little kid i have had sleeping problems. i cant control my thoughts and they keep me up at night no matter what they are. if worried about something or just bored. when i was little i was worries of something bad happening to my parents

Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)

I cant control my thoughts, when I was little I use to think random bad things and I didnt know y,id try to fix it by fixing what I said or things in the house.I dont fix stuff anymore but I still cant control my thoughts.I used to think I was a freak,I didnt know there was something like this.

Open Sexual Abuse

I’m confused on what sexual abuse is. I’m not sure that an experience I had once when I was really young, about 5, could be considered sexual abuse. But made confused about my sexuality all my life. Id like to meet other people that had small experience with it as well

Open Breakups & Divorce

i guess ive waited so long to put this on here because i feel stupid i still think about it. i dont know y. my now ex, boyfriend of 3years, broke up with me on xmas after confronting him about it. i dont talk to him anymore. dont know if i want2. but i think about him all the time. im angry

Open Self-Injury

i use to do off and on a while back, frist did it when i was 14. now after everything that has happend in the past 3 months i do it all the time. when i do its the best feeling ever. i dont know if i want to stop.

Open Accidents

the day my now ex broke up with me it was xmas. while driving around i was in the middle lane waiting to turn. went to turned infront of a car after my ex had told me it was there. i dont know why i did it. but i still feel bad about it. i feel bad for the people in the other car i hit. im sorry.

Open Sex / Pornography Addiction

i dont know, maybe i am maybe not. but i want to hav sex all the time, even when im not, u know. I DONT KNOW Y! i think it has something to do with not being able to connect with people and dealing with past pain, im afride im going to get myself in trouble.

Open Infidelity

im a part of someones cheating, my guy friend. wasnt something i want to do at frist but ive been lonley and so yea. the more it happens the easyer it gets. i feel bad that im a part of someone getting cheated on, but i dont know. it helps me get away for awhile, not think. not something im proud of.

Open Anxiety

i have always had bad anxiety. i think it runs in my family. my whole family worrys about anything and everything. bouth sides. im always worried i will hurt someone i love some how. i have horriable anxiety when things change. i cant take it. when things change its like thats it, i want to die.

Treatments

Breathwork Working / Worked

i breath when i feel myself getting angery or having a panic attack. it dose help sum what.

Open Vegetarians & Vegans

i havnt eatten red meat in 4 years. though i still eat chicken, turkey, and sea food i think i will eat less of it when i move out. i pretty much still eat that for social reasons. i would also like to cut down on milk and use soy more. its really unnessary to eat so much meat.

Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Pet

I was taking my dog for a walk, it was humid and we never have that here so I didn’t know how much worse it was then dry heat. So I keep walking her not understand why she was acting the way she was. By the time I called for help she was already way over heated. She started having seizures. She died of internal bleeding and her heart just stopped. People might say she was just a dog, but she was way more then that to me, I went to her for everything. I now have2live with the fact I killed her.

Treatments

Crying Working / Worked

crying is the only thing u can do.

Keeping Busy Working / Worked

working always helps

Music Working / Worked

music helps me forver thing.

Time Too Soon to Tell

i guess sooner or later it has to.