Journal Entry for July 24, 2008
i hate being this way, i dont feel the same and im becoming more and more depressed, its so easy to act tho, and not many people know about this, i …
is feeling Horrible
horrible, just fuck it
HEY! im bi and duh that means i like both boys and girls, i really like this person that ive gotten really close to, but yet again my sister has to go out with him just like every single other person i like, im sick and tired of always being in her shadow, she steals everyone i feel i might be getting somewhere with, shes went out with all of my fricken best friends, she even got my girlfriend to breck up with me so she could go out with her, god life fucking sucks i hate that i cant find anyone that my sister doesnt want, oh and ill have some newer pics with my new permant make-up look soon
singing, song writing, tatoo drawing, sketching, beading, hanging with friends.etc, etc, etc.
i hate being this way, i dont feel the same and im becoming more and more depressed, its so easy to act tho, and not many people know about this, i …
i am a bisexual woman and i am afraid to come out to my family. please help me.
my ex-uncle sexually abused me. end of story.
right now i am going through a custody battle. my dad and my mom want me, but i dont w
whtever. screw you
i have come out to most of my friends, but i dont want to upset my mom and havent told her that im bi. she wouldnt understand and i fear that she would be disappionted with me.
whatever.
tell, more later
total anger probs. go away! be my friend!
i have total stress issues. i cant sleep they're so bad!
my cuzin david john died of a heroin od. my grandad died when i was young and i have had so many others close to me die. my mother was in a coma for 5 weeks and we didnt know if she was going to make it. she recovered but is still in danger of having seizures, and major brain blood clots.
my biological parents are recovering drug addicts. i know that they are not using, but it scares me that they may.
i have it, i hate it end of discussion
i have a lot of pain and it wont go away. i also have spasms every now and again, they keep getting more frequent. i havent gone to a doctor, but i think i may talk my mom into taking me....
i am being tested for anemia becuz it runs in my family. i hope i test negative but just in case, wish me luck!