Journal Entry for December 31, 2007
I feel guilty and anxious when I leave the house and my dogs behind,even when it's to do something that I should enjoy like going out to eat or …
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I live alone (with my three dogs) since my father died in March.I have one brother and one sister who live in driving distance from myself. I am on S.S.I. for my mental problems and it pays enough for me to help pay my share of the monthly mortgage to keep living in my father's home.My only "friends" are my dogs and I feel that with the amount of different meds I'm taking I should not feel this low the only med that helps is diazepam(at least 40 mgs at this point)I'm reaching a point of despair.
I feel guilty and anxious when I leave the house and my dogs behind,even when it's to do something that I should enjoy like going out to eat or …
I want to take the dogs out for their first(?)late Saturday early Sunday morning walk around the neighborhood since my Dad died,but I want to take my …
I am so sorry to hear your story I suffer with anxiety also. I lost my mom when I was 26 it gets better but panic attacks are terrible I know first hand. I hope things get better
HAPPY VALINTINES MY SWEET FRIEND.........HOPE YOU FIND YOUR WAY BACK TO ME AND THAT YR SAFE WHERE EVER YOU ARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ILL NEVER KNOW WHATS HAPPENED TO YOU AND NOW I FEEL A GREAT LOSS OF A GOOD FRIEND,WHEREVER YOU ARE I HOPE YOU ARE SAFE,YOU MADE ME FEEL SAFE,LOV YA TERRENCE!!!!!!!!!!!
I have suffered from many mental disorder from adolescence into my adulthood but since my parents died and I've been living alone,the medications that have worked before are no longer working.