I just saw the doctor. He said …
I just saw the doctor. He said the ovary was fine. FINE! He sent it to the lab and got the report back today. FINE! And …
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Today I was sooo filled with pain everywhere, fibro was terrible!! Even still, I never had one thought of taking a drink for the pain. I used to drink all the time to get pain relief (and for other reasons), but it was always a "good" excuse. Now, other methods dominate my thoughts when I'm having a "flare" of pain.
Thought I should write this down, so not to let it just pass by.
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Proud of you for not drinking. Nothing can ever get that bad. Keeping you in my prayers. Helen
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I hope you pain goes away, you are in my thoughts, take care of yourself, Lorraine
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I have to be careful as I "hate" taking the medication the doctor has prescribed, and I know that I used to take "a drink" to "kill" pain, that little voice in my head has been telling me that if I just had one, the pain would go away for at least a little while.
The pain is a constant battle, and the medication works "somewhat". I wish it would stop.
I also feel like I'm no fun anymore....and that my husband looks at me that way. I know he misses his "party girl."
So many mixed feelings tonight,....but I know they're not permanent. I would rather die than take another drink. I just wanted to write down some of the thoughts I've had running around in my head.
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