Sleeping Pills
Well
I was going to write
about what's going on in my life
but
now i'm so
f-ed up from my sleeping pills
I can't.
So it'll be here sometime …
is feeling Bad
At home
Well my name is christy! I just graduated from high school, and that seem to lift a huge weight off my shoulders. I have horrible asthma and I like to run.. I dont get to much because my asthma gets in the way, so I have to do other work outs. Music is pretty much my life. And thats about it!
MUSIC!
christyt08 gave jemapellevictoria a Hug 9:08pm
Hey girl! My phone is being so stupid =( I'm gonna get it fixed tomorrow hopefully…
christyt08 updated their status 9:04pm
At home…
christyt08 turned 20 12:00am
Well
I was going to write
about what's going on in my life
but
now i'm so
f-ed up from my sleeping pills
I can't.
So it'll be here sometime …
Sorry It's been a while
My computer has been down
But
Now I'm back!
-christy
oh and
I graduated!!
Breakfast
Granola bar - 90 cals
Water - 0 Cals
Lunch
Cheese Stick - 50 cals
Pepsi 1 - 1 Cal
Dinner
Tea - 0 cals
Salad 33 cals
Dressing - 40 …
I haven't ate for 2 days...
and i've been throwin up what i drink...
I'm so tired..
I can't see straight and I feel horrible..
I'm …
heya Ive decided that im sending all of my freinds a hug today because i hardly eveer really talk to anyone on here properly and would love to get to know you all more xxxx
I am feeling upset again tonight.Hope you will feel better.
Sending some luv and hugs to you.... xxoxoxx I hope you are well....
It's my senior year.. Everything that has happened over the years is now just coming back to get me.. sometimes i can't take it...
To sum it up.. after I was raped.. I've had depression ever since....I'm on meds.. but I don't really thing they're helping one bit..
Ok.. so honestly.. Idk what the hell is the matter with me.. There will be days.. when I'm fine.. and I eat fine.. and I don't feel bad about it.. then one day something will just spark.. and i'll go 3 or 4 sometime 5 days without eating right.. sometimes not eating at all.. can anyone help?
I was in an abusive relationship for a few months.
Nothing I do ever seems good enough to please my mom... nothing at all.. i feel worthless and stupid.. like i'm not good enough..
Ever since I was raped.
I'm fixing to be a Freshmen in college.