July 22, 2008
July 22, 2008 7:53pm
I sit in pain in my office chair and mu butt pillow. My back hurts and I am losing my mind. I went home for lunch and looked at the …
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While I was out of town husband was doing drugs and screwing someone. I can't take any more
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I am so sorry about your grandfather. You are in my prayers. Be strong. God bless, and big hugs, Sherry
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I am so sorry your Grandmother is ill.......I hope all at home will right it's self soon....... Hugs Laurel
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I will say a prayer for you. Try to focus only on your grandfather.
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I'm sixty this year....I've been married a couple times...and been just as wild roudy and useless as my x husbands.....or nearly so....LOL....I also found out there were lots worse things than being alone! What you are discribing is a form of abuse...I've been there...done that....on both ends....because HE DID..and because I COULD...The last was a "Divide and conquor sort of guy....he wanted me away from my family....He wanted me to be under his thumb at all times...He didn't want me to have any money, car, or friends he didn't approve of...He was so good at it I didn't even realize I hadn't even been to a grocery store without him till he was sexually abusive toward my daughter....Now I know that was part of the whole process...He didn't love us..HE owned us....as posessions we were to do what HE wanted at ALL times.... To make long story short...I ran...fast and hard...I got out and got to KNOW me...I'm a pretty good person I like me.....I love my children....and life was loads of fun on my own...till my HP sent me a good guy...to be good and loving to all of us...not try to own or operate us...Just love us.....Learn to love YOU..FIRST...as for your man....It sounds as though he only loves himself..... Hugs Laurel....aka sisterhood
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Close Infidelity
Husband had affair with neighbor who I have to look at every day she is white trash and a huge drug addict. Makes me sick every day. I just want out.
Treatments
- Couples Counseling Not Working
- he feels they don't work
- Divorce Not Working
- I don't want a divorce, I want my best friend adn soulmate back in my life. Why can't Satan release him?
- Forgiveness Not Working
- I am unable to forgive, I have no idea why. It is so very hard for me to trust.
- Leave Working / Worked
- I have had to leave the house a number of times. He doesn't care and I don't hink he will. I am not certain what he would do if I left him. I can't take this shit anymore.
Close ADHD / ADD
Treatments
- Cylert Working / Worked
- I was 7 years old and it worked but I got a tolerance to it FAST. Had to be put on detox...when I was that young I could not figure out why I was in the hospital with out feeling sick.
- Ritalin Working / Worked
- I was 7 years old and it worked but I got a tolerance to it FAST. Had to be put on detox...when I was that young I could not figure out why I was in the hospital with out feeling sick.
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- This is working for me now as an adult. It is for depression and it gets me motivated. I like it but I am not sure if it is making my heart pound.
Open Chronic Pain
I was rear ended at a dead stop by a 17 kid at 40 mph. I have severe whiplash and my coccyx has been pushed out of place. I have seen my doctor two times and 5 other doctors plus a PT.
Treatments
- Flexeril Working / Worked
- helps me relax
- Heat Somewhat Helpful
- depends on the stress level
- Hydrocodone Not Working
- Vicodin did not take the pain away, but now my body screams for it. I am in horrible pain and do not want to become additiced to pain killers.
- Oxycodone Working / Worked
- this worked at first, then it made me fuzzy in the brain.
- Physical Therapy Working / Worked
- helped in the beggining to set my back into place
Open Anxiety
Treatments
- Ativan Working / Worked
- was Ok, 1mg tabs don't do much
- Paxil Not Working
- Has not worked for me
- Positive Thinking Too Soon to Tell
- Remeron Not Working
- Made me afraid of life, made my depression worse.
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- Helps me to relax and sleep
- Valium Somewhat Helpful
- Not too helpful, but to relax 10 mg seems to help.
- Xanax Working / Worked
- Works every time. Any time I feel a panic attack I take one and it calms me down. This is the one and only that works for me.
Open Sexual Abuse
Never had a problem until my husband took advantage of me while on ambien.
Treatments
- Talking Not Working
- I try to talk to him about it. I ask him why that is an OK thing to do.
Open Back Pain
I was rear ended (I was at a stop) at 40 + miles an hour. My Back is in pain in two places, the tail bone consant ache pain and hurts more as the day goes on, and severe whiplash, my neck is straight as an arrow. Neck pain gets worse after being at work because the arms muscles are attached right there.
Treatments
- Acupuncture Considering
- I think this might help
- Bedrest Working / Worked
- I feel better on the weekends when I have slept in.
- Carisoprodol Working / Worked
- sometimes works...my tolerance gets higher and higher for this drug.
- Cortisone (Injection) Considering
- I know this will help but 6 doctors so far have said no to it.
- Heat Somewhat Helpful
- I use one for both places everyday, seems to help
- Hydrocodone Working / Worked
- Vicodin 10/660 helps keep my mind off of my pain but it is always there.
- Ibuprofen Working / Worked
- this used to work all the time. sometimes works ~ side effects: dries out my skin and makes me retain water
- Physical Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- I was in shape until 4 years ago and after this accident I hurt most of the day so I really can't do most of the instructed PT.
- Relaxation Working / Worked
- does wonders
- Stretching Working / Worked
- Helps to stretch in bed before I get out.
- TENS Not Working
- never felt different after this treatment
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionWhen I found out my best friend/soul mate had cheated on me I feel into a deep depression. Was hospitalized and have gone on disability twice. I feel there is no chance of getting my self esteem back.
Treatments
- Effexor Not Working
- Made things worse
- Lexapro Not Working
- Made me afraid of getting out of bed.
- Paxil Not Working
- Made me numb
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- Unable to control the depression
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- has worked in the past but the last one just did not care.
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- I don't want to burden them anymore, I think they are tired of it. Husband could not care any less about me.
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- Helped me sleep at night and helped.
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- made me bite my tongue all afternoon
- Writing Working / Worked
- this site helps me for just about everything
Open Parents of Children with ADHD
My husband and I have ADHD and our son has it 2 fold. He is go go go he never gets enough sleep and even through food and medication it is so very hard to get him to focus
Open Meth Addiction & Recovery
my husband has a serious issue with meth. He has used drugs for most of his life. He is in denial and it hurts everyone who cares and loves him. He has lost allot of friend because of it.
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
I have taken emotional abuse my whole life, no wonder I allow my husband to do the same.
Treatments
- Group Therapy Not Working
- I can't get Over it.
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- I take done all I can, nothing seems to work.
- Talking Working / Worked
- kinda helps, but I need to shut up, I think people judge after a while
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