Mining
August 17, 2008 10:07am
Step 4, good therapy. I've been aware of it coming and am prepared. Got a mental note of the major defects and most minors that stem from them. …
rupertuknow’s Profile
-
rupertuknow
is feeling Good
'And if I drink oblivion of a day, so shorten the stature of my soul' George Meredith.
Recently: 25 hugs received, 17 hugs given more …
About Me
Im an alcho attending AA. 7 months sober.It's pretty well the only reason I'm sober now, AA. I've been trying seriously now for 4 years to stop drinking, relapsed quite a few times, had 10 months up at one stage on my own. That was my problem, 'on my own'. No support whatsoever, still an ego driven life. Went to AA at 19, new I was an alcho before that, went out and tried to be a normal drinker, back at 29, still not enough damage done in my life. Lost the plot completely at 37. The hate in me spewed on the world and I was stuck, the next bottom was a timber box. Rehabed 4 times, long term rehab which I kept quiting. Campral 6 years ago. Only one person in the world that was going to make me quit and he's accepted that now, finally!
Interests
Fishing, birds, stars, cooking, woodwork, ballards, puzzles, making and fixing things, living.
-
Recent Activity
Yesterday
-
rupertuknow gave solosolow a Hug 8:57am
Thank you. Here's one for you. "What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared…
-
rupertuknow gave Cateyes101 a Hug 8:34am
And here I am trying to go to bed! Songs, songs, songs...he he. They are like lullabies :)…
-
rupertuknow gave CherieS a Hug 8:30am
"Horse sense is what keeps horses from betting on what people will do" ha ha, -Raymond Nash.…
-
rupertuknow gave Cateyes101 a Kiss 8:14am
Night dear, early night :) Have a happy day for today :)…
-
rupertuknow gave CherieS a Hug 8:10am
Hey happy hugger! "We are more often frightened than hurt, and we suffer more from imagination than from…
-
-
Journal
-
-
200 days
August 15, 2008 4:59am
Yay!! 200 days up, havent been thinking about it. AA is really working for me, its unbelievable what I am learning. The focus is on life and how the …
-
It is working
July 15, 2008 4:12am
I hit a rough patch and shared about it last Sunday. I thought my sponsor would 'lecture' me in that my thinking was taking the wrong …
-
Journal Entry for June 15, 2008
June 15, 2008 10:35am
I just got a block. Went to reply to a post and got stuck with myself. I related to the post, didn't understand what holistic meant so I googled …
-
The battle must go on.
June 13, 2008 8:28am
Going good. Not to good, not bad. That's where I want to be. Slipped before going to good, I come down so hard so quick. Pretending I'm …
-
-
Hugbook
-
Kiss
And the end:) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gs3...
-
Kiss
-
Hug
Love that but as I get depressed and went through a long period of insomnia I Love "Oh sleep that shuts up sorrows eye ,,,,steal me away from mine own company".....SHAKESPEARE WILLIAM Sarax
-
Hug
Loved the Quote you gave to CherieS !!! Sarax
-
Hug
And another:) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wp5...
-
Photos
-
-
Goals
-
Support Groups
Close Alcoholism
I applied pissed so I was a little dirty on the universe
Treatments
- 12 Step Program Somewhat Helpful
- Got stuck on the god bits
- AA Meetings Working / Worked
- I love it
- Campral Somewhat Helpful
- a mind thing I think sceptical
- Cold Turkey Working / Worked
- not for long
- Detox Somewhat Helpful
- learnt a lot
- Willpower Not Working
- none, well alot but only for the wrong reasons
-
Groups
-
Snapshot
Recently …
- 17 hugs given
- 25 hugs received
- 2 discussion replies
