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Rudytrue’s Profile
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About Me
Hep c positive. happily partnered.I am soooo tired of all of these new diagnosis'. I have faith that I will be able to recieve the interfuron treatments.There seems to be so much wrong with me....wonder if This all pertains to hep c....things that make you say.........hmmmm.........s@%T!........ Lost my dad to murder in 1990, lost my mother to heart and stroke in 1998, and lost my big brother and friend Pete to pancreatic cancer in 2000. minutes turn into hours to days, weeks, months and then years. I can't wait to see them all again. I gave up a baby at 17, at that time i didn't think anything could be worse. I've always felt that a part of me is missing. She will be 27 y/o the 28th of feb. Each loss is different.Baby steps always.A million questions and no answers.I pray and trust God that her life is good, and that maybe some day and someway i will see her again in this life.
Interests
Love to fish, spend time with my partner and our family of cats and dogs.Love to bird watch.I like people, just don't trust very many. My kids are:Rudy 7 yr. old white toy poodle with black little almond shaped eyes and a button nose, Peanut a 5 month old apricot toy poodle(so damned cute)And Zoe...150 lb. great dane that thinks she's a toy poodle!LOLShe is beautiful.Black and very smart as well.Then there is the cats...DeeCee part persian calico and Token a rescue cat from burger king(I'm such a sucker for a sad lil face)
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hey u....i'm trying to get u to chat but u must be away from your computer....bum me out......how are u doing hon? i know its been a long haul but you've responded well so far and in the end we'll have a "happily ever after". gosh i miss you.....
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when is g/f returning? I know how you feel, just hang in there and rest when you can....love and hugs hon. xoxo
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Hey Pooky...I'll try to get on early tomorrow morning. I have to go exercise at 8:30 and then get the oil changed on the car for the trip. Hey, when is Laurie leaving for Alaska? I'm jealous...it's suppose to be beyond beautiful there. Now for the really important stuff....how are you doing? I've missed you so much....can't even put it into words. I felt like I'd lost my best friend. :( When I saw you gave me a hug I got a smile on my face that felt like it stretched to Indiana...lol You made my day lady!!! Hope to catch ya on tomorrow morning...oh, I leave for Texas on Friday and Michael will be back on US soil by Sunday afternoon. I just hope the weather doesn't screw things up.....
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Hi Rudy, it's great to see you back here, I have really missed you. Tried to chat, but think you were away from the PC. I'll try again later. Hugs.
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I've been missing you around here, and thought I better get over here and check up on you. I just read your latest journal. Sounds like you are having a tough time. Keeping you in my prayers honey...Hope things calm down for you, let me know something when you have a minute...Joni...xoxo
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Close Bereavement
I lost my Dad in 1990 to murder.Lost my mom in 1998to heart attack and stroke.Lost my brother (Pete to pancreatic cancer in 2000.I love them all and i miss them all.Have 1 bro. left and we are not close.
Treatments
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- I simply don't cry anymore.Wish i could,it just don't come.
- Keeping Busy Working / Worked
- Prayer Working / Worked
- Remembering Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
- Time Working / Worked
Close COPD & Emphysema
diagnosed recently with copd.Been on athsma meds for yrs. stay tired.So sick of being sick
Treatments
Open Adoption
I gave up an infant daughter when i was 17.It was 1981.Ga. I never doubted that i did the right thing.I still love her and i miss her.There is an empty spot in my life.
Open Restless Legs Syndrome
I remember as a child my legs would hurt.Calves.Mom laughed it off to "growing pains" I don't think it's growing pains anymore. I take mirapex for this, but legs seem to be getting worse.
Treatments
- Mirapex Working / Worked
- helped at first....Not working any more.
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- Doesnt help.
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionWell...there's so much,Just save time amd veiw my profile. I have severe depression.I My problem is that I wonder sometimesWhat difference does it make.I mean...we live we die...sad feelings.I don't cry.I believe i am numb to this emotion. I think I'm just cried out.I feel very isolated and alone. I do try and usually succeed at being positive.That helps alot. Still...I can't help but wonder who would miss me if i were gone?I'm not suicidal..It's only a thought.A disturbing thought.
Treatments
- Celexa Working / Worked
- Paxil Working / Worked
- didn't work
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- Sanity depends on positive thinking!LOL
- Prozac Working / Worked
- did not work.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Have gone to Drs. in past.Didn't seem to help.No drs. here for that.
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- seemed too strong
- Elavil Working / Worked
- bad dreams
Open Cirrhosis
Diagnosed last year with hep c.I am geno-type 1a,stage 2,grade2.
Open Fitness Goals
Type: Be the best you can beI was a professional house painter in atlant ga. for 25 yrs.Moved to indiana 3 yrs. ago, became disabled, gained 30 lbs and need to lose weight and tone up.
Open Hepatitis C
hep c + diagnosed in april '07.Ge4no type 1a,stage 2, grade 2.waiting for treatments to start.
Treatments
Open Pancreatic Cancer
Hi there:) My brother had primary pancreatic cancer.He passed in 2000.Seems like yesterday!
Open Arthritis
I have recently been diagnosed with osteoporosis. But, I am beginning to wake up with horrible pains. I am wondering if this is arthritis?
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