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audgrl724’s Profile
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About Me
I'm crazy and loud. I'm annoying and obnoxious. I only see what others don't. My self esteem is a joke. I only live for today. The future isn't in my vocabulary. I wish people could see more to me. I am caring and loving. I'm honest and trustworthy. All I want is the best. I try hard in the things i do. Beauty is only an image that I can't get out of my head. I want someone to understand me. To get me, be there, hold me, love me. Recovery isnt coming soon enough.
Interests
I like to run and go to the gym. It makes me feel amazing after a nice workout.Cross country is the best sport ever. I love grey's anatomy, no im obsessed. Gilmore girls is pretty awesome too. Reba is an amazing show, i don't care what anyone else thinks. I love to sing and act. Im in choir. its really fun. I baby-sit non stop! I love it and thats basically how I get my money. My favorite restraunt in the whole wide world is, no joke, TGI Fridays! I loooove that place. Best food ever. Not to mention, hot servers. I also love o charleys. yummmmy. I could live off of diet coke, but I guess that wouldn't be to healthy. Some days I'm a health freak, somedays I just don't care. Usually, i just don't care, especially in the summer. I've always wanted to be a model. Maybe when I get my life on track its something I could do? I like to play basketball outside in the summer when its really nice out...esp at night. I love to ride my bike. Its good excersise. Anywho, thats all i got. We'll see, God has a plan for me =]
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Recent Activity
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audgrl724 turned 17 12:00am
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audgrl724 gave Motionless a Hug 7:41pm
btw i just saw your picture comment. your so sweet.…
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audgrl724 gave Motionless a Hug 7:38pm
im doin alright sunshine. summers almost over =[…
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audgrl724 gave BlindFaith29 a Hug 4:55pm
here's a hug babe. im thinking of you. hang in there. im praying.…
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audgrl724 commented on Motionless’s photo/video 4:52pm
seriously cuteness smile!…
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I'm doin' okay. How are you gurl?
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Thanks sweetie. You rock!
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Hi new friend, thank you for wanting to be my friend. Friends are good, and good is friendly. I don't think you need to lose weight, your pictures are fantastic.
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yea hun, i know..its really tough just struggling to hang in there..specially with everything going on that builds up to doing those "bad coping" skills..but your very sweet taking the time out to just say hey..its pretty awesome of you!
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she's a handfull is what she is, lets see she's been up for about an hour and half and we've had 2 melt downs, one time out, and about 20 mins worth of meowing...... i just look at her and tell her it's a good things cute!!!!
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Support Groups
Close Diabetes Type 1
I have been type one diabetic for almost 4 years. i'm a sophmore in high school. my high school has no nurse and all my teachers are stupid about my diabetes. i hate it.
Treatments
- Humalog Working / Worked
- its the only insulin im on. its in my pump.
- Insulin Pump Somewhat Helpful
- i love/hate it. i would never go back to shots.
Close Self-Injury
i have been cutting for about a year. The only reason i first did it was because my friend told me she used to. I went through 2 weeks of inpatient program that was useless.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- I have trouble telling my therapist when I cut...
- Rubber Bands Not Working
- i can sit there and snap myself 100 times and it makes no difference.
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI've been struggling with this for a long time. I guess i've been on meds since i was like..12, probably after i was diagnosed with diabetes. things got worse my freshman year of highschool. Overdosed 3 times and was hospitalized 3 times. last time was in feb 08.
Treatments
- Cymbalta Somewhat Helpful
- When I switched doctors my new one said he didnt like young patients on this, so now im not on it. But i liked it.
- Effexor Somewhat Helpful
- I was on this for about 1 1/2 years. it worked for a little bit.
- Lexapro Somewhat Helpful
- I was on this in like 7th grade maybe? mom took me off because of the high suicide rates.
- Paxil Working / Worked
- HAHA. mom took me off this because of suicide risks then was BACK on it for about 1/2 year.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- I just got a new therapist. She's pretty tight.
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- sleeeeep aid. Don't take it much.
- Wellbutrin Too Soon to Tell
- Here we go again. Hopefully this one works.
Open Graves' Disease
I have had graves disease since i was 8. i have been on and off methimazole since then. right now i am in remission and dont take anything. however im expect a flare up sometime soon.
Treatments
- Methimazole Working / Worked
- im off of it now.
- Radioactive Iodine Considering
- if the thyroid acts up again..we might do it.
Open Teen Anxiety
i have always suffered from anxiety. i have had sleep problems because of it also. i hate more than 5 people looking at me and judging me. i easily get very mild panic attacks from anxiety related issues.
Open Eating Disorders
Type: BulimiaI think i've always thought about it, but this year i have been acting on it. Going to Roger's residential treatment center in june!
Open Acne
I don't have "horrible" acne. But sometimes i break out on my chest and back reallly bad. Its ridiculous.
Treatments
- Minocycline Not Working
- Tazorac Too Soon to Tell
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