Journal Entry for January 11, 2008
So me and that girl are no longer together…she developed a crush on my best friend who developed a crush on her and now I the bitch bc I say …
is feeling OK
I am living in Dc and working with homeless people and low to no income families. I really love poetry and am really scared of losing my family !
So me and that girl are no longer together…she developed a crush on my best friend who developed a crush on her and now I the bitch bc I say …
I don’t have much time to write but I do realize that an update is needed… so where should I start…well first let me say my mom …
I don't have much time to write just wnated send love and let everyone know that I am surviving and stuff....love u all peace...
how can shit go so wrong so quickly...
wondering how your doing??? haven't heard from you?? thinking about you! HUGS!!!!! Rachael
hello thanks so much for ur comment on my journal.
thanks for the hug i needed it :)
just wanted to say HI again...i read your journal..holy shit can shit go wrong so quickly lately is my life right now...i hope you are well and if ya ever want to BS, know that i'm only a train ride away pat
Sending out saturday hugs for all my wonderful friends on DS Much love and hugs! CrzyPURPLEchic
I have only recently began to come out in the past year I have come out to all of my friends and my sister. All have accepted me with time but i fear losing my family...my parents are my everything and i am afriad of losing them...
When i was aboujt 6 my uncle told me that if i wanted him to never mess with my sister i had to be his girlfriend. i had to touch him and other things. We slept with each for years until he was locked up and i thought it was over but then my cousin was about to go to jail i was like 10 or somethig he told me he was going to miss me and wanted to spend the night together i just thought he meant a sleep over well he meant having sex with me from behind while everyone else slept.
it started when i was six i felt like i was in so much pain and i just wanted to feel better...i thought if i just created some pain that others could see and i could see then i would feel better. So i cut myself and it went on and on until i was in college and just stopped but now with the coming out i think i need to go back
It started a year ago when i realized the girl i loved would never love me back and now its worst...
I have panic attacks all of my life....and they make me feel like i am loosing my mind...