big time catch up
July 24, 2008 8:31pm
hey yall its been forever since i have been on here and wrote and everything. things have changed so much its not funny. i thought that i would let …
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cjsmama12907
is feeling OK
Having a good 4th of July. And missing CJ, thinking how he would love the fireworks!!
About Me
Well lets see life's been good to me so far.. I miss my little man more then anything in this world, but i am having good things come out of this, I am expriencing things that i thought would never come to me. I am a woman, and my mother tells me that i am the strongest that she has ever seen before...that makes me cry. Im now closer to my father then i think i have been in my life...He wasnt there for me as i thought when i was younger but he was there the moment i came home after i lost my baby. I love him. I have one of the best friends in the world...her name is Kayla Welch, she's always been there for me, and the moment she found out i lost CJ she was there and didnt want to let me go...
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oh my gosh!
June 25, 2008 11:13pm
Well there is so much going on in my life right now i am starting to get so pissed off. I think right now all i need to do is take a break. I stayed …
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Long time...
June 20, 2008 5:07pm
Well lets see i thought i would write since its been a while... I got a job at a resturant, i love it. I get to work with mexicans so i am able to …
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poem...
June 14, 2008 9:22pm
this is a very beautiful poem.i never thought i could read something more beautiful...
The Broken Chain
We little knew that morning that
God …
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Journal Entry for June 13, 2008
June 13, 2008 10:18pm
Well imma start things off for the night, i think that this is going to be the thing that i do …
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Close Miscarriage
Well i found out i was pregnant in late Septemeber. Coming about the 14th of Novemeber i was put into the hospital and they said that there was bleeding behind the placenta. Well they put me on the meds for 3 weeks. After i was taken off i started to have a dark discharge and on the 7th of Decemeber about 11:30 at night i kept waking up with horriable cramps. Well on the 8th i was put into the hospital again and they said that there was nothing they could do....i had a boy!on the 9th
Treatments
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Its helped alot...Knowing i have people there for me.
Close Teen Anxiety
I get really stressed out about school because i thinkt hat theres alot of people going around juding me, and thinking bad of me...because i was pregnant..
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a ChildI lost my little boy CJ on December 9, 2007 at 4 1/2 months...Due to miscarriage...i miss him!
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- its amazing help
- Getting Angry Working / Worked
- sometimes its the best thing to do...
- Grief Counseling Considering
- I think it might be the best thing to help me cause i dont have anyone to talk to...
- Keeping Busy Working / Worked
- Going back to school helps...
- Music Working / Worked
- I hear songs and it helps me just forget the world around me...
- Poetry Working / Worked
- I write poems about CJ and letters to him too!
- Prayer Working / Worked
- I just pray to him, and caci (my best friend i lost in November.) and CJ's grandfather. It helps because i know that Mr. Clif is taking good care of him!
- Psychotherapy Considering
- Reading Working / Worked
- I like to understand what others are going through. It makes thing to me a little simpler.
- Remembering Somewhat Helpful
- But when i think about him in a way i start to want him back. And im not going to get him back, EVER!
- Scrapbooking Working / Worked
- I love looking in the book that has his things in it. Makes me feel close to him...
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Christopher is starting to open up to me, so now im able to talk without emotions.
- Support Groups Working / Worked
- I talk to people on here and it just lets me be able to go without being judged!!
- Talking Working / Worked
- I love talking about my son! Its the best thing i have for me.! I know when i think about him i get emotional but i talk about him to friends and family it just makes everything claim down!
- Time Somewhat Helpful
- Its kinda working because i know in a month im not going to get completely over it but its helping a little!
Open Pregnancy - Teens
i foudn out i was pregnant in sept. but i lost my baby on the 9th of dec.
Open Premature Birth
Hello, my name is whitney and i am the mother to an angel, who was born on Dec. 9 2007 due to incompetent cervix. my son was born 4 1/2 months early, and wasnt able to survive, i would have loved to spend all the time in the world with him but there wasnt a possible way for that i dont know how to deal with it...
Treatments
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- i have cried almost every night since December 9 2007
Open Teen Sexuality
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