i really cannot not believe this is happenin...i had arranged to go stay with my mum for the weekend this friday so i can finally go to tay tay's garden an i hav been sooooo looking forward to it (a strange thing to look forward to.) but i feel so calm an i kno she sits right next to me when im there i feel her its bin 4 months an i hate it....... So i speak to my "mother" and she says my brother wo lives there with her has said theres no room for me and paul because he is helping a friend out an he has the spare room WHATTTTTTTTTT...family or friend i know what id choose!! im not asking them to kick him out just 2 days max but no can do i really have cried all i can over this and it has all just reinforced what ive known all along...i got me myself an i...i m in shock i really dont believe it!