Journal Entry for May 29, 2008
May 29, 2008 9:17pm
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Goal End Date is Jun 30, 08 52 days ago.
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VSPink2007
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tyring to change my perspective on my past. i hate facing it
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About Me
There is so much to tell and so little time. Im bipolar and have major clinical depression. Im a cutter and in recovery for that. Thought Id list some fun stuff too. I wanna own a beautiful log cabin home with my boyfriend. I love my truck. 1998 chevy silverado z71. Black beauty. Im a huge nascar fan. A major Jr. junkie.
Interests
Mustangs(the vehicle). Trucks. Horses. Internet. Country roads. Victorias secret. Anything from their pink collection. Teddy bears. Anything in purple. Country musci. Sara Evans and Craig Morgan and Keith Urban.Nascar.
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VSPink2007 gave lew8 a Hug 5:42pm
moved to wichita in June and salina in November. i dont have a bf anymore. we r just best friends and…
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hey. hope all is well with you. starting meds again today. abilify. hope it works. no insurance for me…
August 8
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VSPink2007 updated their status 12:44pm
tyring to change my perspective on my past. i hate facing it…
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VSPink2007 gave kaziafox69 a Hug 12:42pm
Living here in Wichita now. Could use another friend. The voices in my head and racing thoughts are gonna…
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you just moved to Wichita?! We're practically neighbors! ha ha Where were you living before? My boyfriend is in Hutch at the Police Academy right now so he's pretty close to you, too! I totally feel you about the non-insurance thing. Health care through the health center sucks...but it's cheap. I had to get a pap there last week and it was only $40. $40 is a lot to me...but $150 is a lot more! Meds are a different story, though. $300 a month. How is the Abilify working for you? I have never tried it. So far so good on the Lamictal. I am severely sensitive to meds so a little goes a long way for me. I just started my 50 on Friday and it's AMAZING the difference. I think I'll stay at 50 and reevaluate in a month. sorry for the ramble! I ramble a lot. Just don't know when to stop, ha ha. Hope you start to feel better on the new med! Welcome to Kansas! *it sucks here*
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youre in my prayers. please keep me in yours. i need it right now.
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hello. thought these flowers would go well with your pink undies. lol. have a good night.
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Progress
40 %
Goal End Date is Jun 1, 08 81 days ago.Current Weight (Lbs)139160 days sober. Last update May 19, 08sobrietry (days)62
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Close Bipolar Disorder
I got it when I was 12. Diagnosed when I was 26. The rest is still playing out. I just saw my doc the other day and she is thinking i MIGHT BE ALOT MORE SCHIZO AFFECTIVE BIPOLAR THAN BP1. At first I freaked out.
Treatments
- Abilify Too Soon to Tell
- Just starting it today. hope all goes well. been on just about eveything and nothing works.
- Ativan Not Working
- Only when I go out
- Depakote Not Working
- stopped it though. Not sure if Im pregnant
- Geodon Not Working
- Lamictal Not Working
- Lithium Not Working
- Stopped because of the side effects
- Risperdal Not Working
- Seroquel Not Working
- awful. It messed up my motor skills.Stuttering.Memory loss.Cant spel werth a dam now.
- Zyprexa Not Working
- Didnt work. Maade me ft
Close Alcoholism
Still in recovery. I slip. At times. Well....more thn at times. Ive been on a down sloe for the past week. Need help. Bad.
Open Self-Injury
I used a knife for a week. Ive always chewed off my cuticles and pulled out my hair. Thats un controllable
Treatments
- Tattoos Working / Worked
- Just got number 5. Planned number 6 this morning
Open Panic Attacks
How much worse can they get
Treatments
- Ativan Working / Worked
- Great when i take them. Had to get a pill fob
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionNot much to tell. Had it since I was like 8. Just went through a bad bought of it. Ended up in the hospital for a few days.
Treatments
Open Rape
It started when I was 7-12. Stopped. Started again when I was 18-26. Happened again 4 years ago.
Open Personality Disorders
Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)It all started when my cousin raped me and I found out the year before that I was adopted. Talk about a long story
Open Eating Disorders
Type: AnorexiaIts a bad fight. Everyday
Open Endometriosis
It was great pain during. Thank God or the Laparoscopy. I think it might be back. The pain is pretty bad. It was because of the depo provers shot I discovered it
Treatments
- Laser Surgery Somewhat Helpful
Open Back Pain
I fell down stairs on my back when I was 7. Nevert went to the doctor. Wanted to go to school instead. I cannt sit up straight now
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
What am I not obsessive bout?
Open Carpal Tunnel Syndrome
Got it about 5 years ago. Its hell. Bad pain. Couldnt get surgery. I was a week away from giving birth. Now i cant.no money. no insurance.
Open Stuttering
i started stuttering 2 montha ago. i blamed Seroquel. Now I think it was because of my extreme usage or alcohol and drugs in my early 20's. Not sure what to do
Open Healthy Sex
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