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well today started off as the same me being tired and just doing the same thing as always. as the time go by im not really doing anything just sitting around doing noting as always feeling so depressed that i eat my breakfast then im just all over the place. i start wrapping the christmas presents 4 the family then i look up and its late its lunch time i think what do i do so then im just wanting 2 go out but i cant im still in night stuff then i remember i hadt had my bath so i go eat lunch then im thinking y am i doing this it doest make sense so then its getting late i look up its dark now my parents are back. what are they gonna say to me now. im waiting but my parents dont say anything im just so tired that i dont even remember taking my ads so now i have just taking it now and i have laspe in memory i dont know what is really happening to me. before this BLACK CLOUD came i was going out and just happy im just scared all of the time my life has been ruined by these people. the police never caught them and i feel like i dont have no 1 at all IM ALONE my so called friends r just around for what they can get. josie who i knew 4 a long time spiked the drug i was taking it was weed she put in crack in it then there was carly who basically just took money that i lent her and a present and just never gave back then there was kadra who pretends she need help money wise but doest want to know u after she got the money. why don't i see this in them because im a person who just wants 2 help and now these people just doest want 2 know me. im just want to die i have a friend saying listen 2 her shes says she has gone through this well she hast telling me 2 stop the ads go on a diet and half the time she pisses me off but im so so feeling bad. i need 2 go 2 sleep now night
