deekay's Journal

that one day I can feel so together; like I'm strong and clear headed and can identify with others and I'm eager to reach out and share my hope with them;  then the next day I feel like I'm just "not there"; apathetic, tired, a "yeah whatever can't help ya" feeling...I know about changing moods but that much overnight? Mind you this is not severe mood swings, and I'm not really looking for an "answer" exactly I know it'll pass.  Just hate when I'm like this (today is apathetic day).  I don't care about anything; I make myself get up and go to work because I live alone and there's just ME to rely on.  That's okay, it's the way I want it.  But as far as other stuff, well...apathy.  Dirty dishes...so what.  Hair not brushed...big deal.  Laundry piling up...who cares.   Someone hurting on here; not that I DON'T care...just don't feel I have anything to offer. 

But this is today.  Tomorrow might be different.   I'll let ya know.